10PM In Loughton

I just came back from the mountains
It’s like 10pm in Loughton
I’m just cooling with this brown ting
She ain’t no one I go out with
Could’ve slid her out her trousers
As muse her energy was more astounding
Thinks I’m the one that’s gonna reach the heights
All this pressure, she don’t know what it’s like
Though it’s gang that I’m repping
Not too many people that I let in
When I’m stressed now, I just book a flight
Told me that it’s funny cause I don’t f*ck with certain friends
Now they’re tryna come back cuz I’m the hottest ends
Went up on a tour and the feeling was immense
2 years in and still praying for the Benz
So we can switch lanes like we’re meant to
For now we put diamonds in dentals
Music life got me moving mental
If you ask my old ting she’ll tell you I was dreadful
Cuz I was lodging dates
I be on my grind like I skate
I was busy running to the papes
Couple man can relate
Cah when you chase a dream
You gotta plot gotta scheme
Till your reality is adjace
Now it kicks off at shows like it tekken
Cuz we bending our flows like it’s beckham
The beauty of grinding with bredrins
Now my mom foresees that I’m a legend
I’m a legend like will be
Dropped my first tune didn’t think that they would feel me
Been a couple times that I felt that I should quit
Felt like music wasn’t it
Yeah I’m just being real b
Didn’t care bout blowing wanted exposure for the team
Just came to be a menace in the scene
Couple offers on the table
Meanwhile I’m tryna start my label
Deals got me thinking must be a dream
I remember the day vividly
Knees all week, man I started moving timidly
Fxck it man I’m gonna end it all it’s what it’s meant to me
I have to OD man depressions tryna hinder me
Bible open i was strengthen my faith
Tryna stay strong tears running through the page
Painkillers in my right fxck it I ain’t tryna see the night
But it’s been one hell of a ride
If my sister didn’t walk in the room
Would’ve just been another victim in a tomb
Pops be a reverend
Told me somethings tryna block my blessing
As A outlet man I started writing tunes
Nowadays I kinda fear for my people
Feds killing brothers - they don’t value as us equals
Our systems fucking messed up
Grenfell made me realise even in the time of need they’ll neglect us
I Used to mix Lean with a beverage
They still ask who’s he when i step in
And you know it’s HT that I’m repping
(And you know it’s HT that I’m repping)
Heard I’m fxcking cold, so the drop must be blitz
Ask Brace about the flow man you know I never miss
Sauce on spill man, you know it never drips
Up in west giving wood that’s my session in her crib