Pressure

Pressure, Man I really feel the pressure
Pressure to perform
While slipping in and out depression
They don’t know my story
But they kind of get the picture
They wanna see my glory man
They wanna see me bigger
Damn, i ain’t no ordinary nigga
In some 1Figures I’m really chasing the figures
Despite all of the Ls still surround myself with winners
So the pressure from my team is what’s making me a killa
Only now I’m mourning deaths it’s got me rage
Tears still drop as I’m scribing on this page
Started getting paid people started getting fake
So Had to burn a couple bridges just to set my path ablaze
Couple set backs tried to steer me off track
But now im starting To feel pressure with my ends on my back
Nobody do it like i do it! Swear my patterns way seperate
Young Swave, King Of Essex, Now I’m Killing All These Records
Couple meetings, couple deals but I know my worth
First paid booking, paid that tithe in my church
Can't get too comfy in this line of work
I’m seeing rappers gettin major deals off of minor work
Mom and dad kinda see the vision
Pressure to be a model son
Taking care of my siblings is my main objective
That’s why it’s vital that I’m coins off all these records
Mom says when it comes girls I’m bloody choosy
Drunk calls from this girl, she thinks I’m fucking groupies
Even I when reassure you, you still bloody moody
Pressured to be your man but more likely lose me
Losing my people’s one of my fear
So when RJ buss case man I really shed a tear
Left a booking half