10 31 17

[Verse 1]
October [?]
Now I'm faded in the PM
Ever said to happen
Now I'm fucked up
Kinda want to be him
And I wish that I could take his place
And he could roam the Earth
Cause I know he couldn't see it
But I swear I see his worth

[Chorus]
So I'm fucked up all the time in October
And I swear I need this shit to be over
I can't leave his side, I'm alright
I just still wish that he was alive
So I'm fucked up all the time in October
And I swear I need this shit to be over
I can't leave his side, I'm alright
I just still wish that he was alive

[Verse 2]
God damn I know you feel just like jack-shit
But I hope you know you had more of an impact
Than anyone еlse back when we wеre in high school
[?]
I know that you looking [?] to us and see all of the lies that we livin' right now
So many forget and don't pay their respects
But I hope you know you have been my [?]

[Verse 3]
I just need to go calm down
Cause I had to [?]
All I do is frown
Fuck the same town
That bullied, berated and put people down

[Verse 4]
They treat you like shit but then [?]
[?] for some and there's smoke in the air
They acted like they be full of despair
They don't give no fuck and don't fucking care

[Chorus]
So I'm fucked up all the time in October
And I swear I need this shit to be over
I can't leave his side, I'm alright
I just still wish that he was alive
So I'm fucked up all the time in October
And I swear I need this shit to be over
I can't leave his side, I'm alright
I just still wish that he was alive