10 20 22

I was talking to a friend on the phone, umm, on my way to the studio. Umm, and we're talking about being tired of doing the work that you used to love to do. And how much it sucks and, mhh, how dangerous it is and how it happens so quickly without knowing. Umm, especially when you start off and it's like your passion, it's not maybe your job right from the start, but it's like a passion and then, all these people come along and say "Hey, I really, I want to work with you and you have so, you have so much drive, I want to work with you". And then they think that this passion means that you work until you break. And then you work until you break and you're like "This doesn't work". This doesn't work and it's not what I'm passionate about. I'm not passionate about working myself to literally death. I'm passionate about the thing I do, the things I create but I won't, it's weird. It's weird and it's wild and I can't wait to take a break. Ohh, my god. Umm, and I'm just grateful for the life I have and for the people I have in my life and I'm not going to sacrifice it. Sacrifice it for my job. Umm, and for the love I have for music. Because it's always there, and music's always there but it's a very different thing to, to like, you know, to make it your job to create and let people judge you and.. Yeah make you fall into the capitalist trap because what the fuck is capitalism, I hate it. Yeah, I hate it. So yeah I can't wait to take a fucking break, oh oh yes