Jocelyn Flores Remix

[Chorus]
Every time that I open my eyes
I might be awake but I don't feel alive
Really I just feel dead inside
I really feel like I'm losing my mind

[Verse]
They don't really understand my pain
They dont really understand my brain
They dont really understand that I feel insane
They don't understand the thoughts
That just be runnin through my brain
Late night when I'm staring at my ceiling
Wondering why no one else can feel what I am feeling
Why am I the only one on earth that really thinks this way
Why's the man in the mirror the only person that relates to me
15 but got grown men hating me
And no matter where I go people fake to me
Just look at where the world at it's a pain to see
People dying
And these people losing family
Got kids but they're still living on the street
Racism in the world still from east to west
People living with anxiety they feeling stressed
And it got me asking god if it's just a test or what

[PreChorus]
Cuz I've been felling pain I've been feeling pain all day
And I just feel insane i just feel insane always
And I've been feeling pain I've been feeling pain all day

[Chorus]
Every time that I open my eyes
I might be awake but I don't feel alive