Conversations

[Verse 1]
Ten minutes later, still standing here
Afraid to appear..
You have forgiven all of my sins
But I'm wondering..
Take it from me, take it from me
That what you see ain't no fucking fantasy
It's all conversations between my neurons
I don't dream, I'm a machine
I'm visited, instead, by this drone has-been
Tell me again that I don't have any friends
Left for dead inside my own head
So let us begin our conversation
Retrace the bullshit, imagine what's next!
Why don't you hate me? (why don't you hate me?)
Why can't you let me go?
Keep me here out of fear, girl
I'm not mad at you for everything you do
'Cause I've been such a fool and it takes me back to my childhood
I went wrong, I crossed the line
And I took some things that were not mine
And I always run away, drone and I can converse that way
Dunno why I let it inside me
Tell me again that I don't have any friends
It's dangerous but I believe him
Take it from me, take it from me
That what you see ain't no fucking fantasy
It's all conversations between my neurons
I don't dream, a machine
Self fulfill prophesies
When I leave don't text me
Let me be low
Then we'll begin a new conversation
It'll be one sided..
We won't know what each other's thinking
For the time remaining
It's hard not to worry, but that's life
It's funny..