What These Hands Can’t Hold

I can't stand to think about that you’ve seen me in that state
On the very first night that we shared a bed
I wanted you to know so you wouldn't be scared
I thought you would turn and run when you saw me as I am

Deeper and harder, it seems like I am drifting further
Further from it all, seems like a nightmare
How I trade to make you see that I'm never good to me
I didn’t expect you to know that kind of darkness too

When I saw it with my own eyes
I knew then that I was the cause of it
And because of me, you did that too
To you and because of me, just like me

What am I to you if I make you feel so?
I would do anything just to make it alright
Even if it would mean that I can't be with you
Even if it would mean that I can't be with you

What good would it do? Nothing comes out of this
What good could I do? Nothing, nothing I do
What good could I do? Nothing, nothing would do
What good could I do? Nothing, nothing