The Beginning of the End

[Verse 1: Flowz Dilione]
Times have changed, I'm not the same anymore
Years of drug abuse, has me lost chasing my thoughts
I wanna' blow my fuckin' brains on the wall
I'm so tired, maybe i will sleep when i finally lay in the morgue
Every day is just the same as before
I smoke a lot of weed, so every night i find myself chasing a quart
Drink a bottle til' my heads numb, unable to walk
Choking on my own vomit as I lay on the floor
These days mates are ignored, anxiety has ruined me
I'm paranoid my crew will jump ship, mutiny
So I chill by myself and never answer my phone
Because truth be told, i'd rather smoke a sesh on my own
But i never used to be like this
Until i grew up and I realised what real life is
Times are hard and the nights are dark, the weather is cold
The knife is sharp, I use to slice my arms whenever I fold
Under the pressure of the weight that i carry
The day my dad stops drinking is the day I'll be happy
When I'm able to manage without drugs
And start taking advantage
But that's a longshot, and i'm not aiming it steady

[Hook: Peeps]
It's the beginning of the end
I hope it won't last long
Here for my brothers
Together we stand strong
Its the end (x2)

It's the beginning of the end
I hope it won't last long
Here for my brothers
Together we stand strong
Its the end (x2)

[Verse 2: Peeps]
Damn, I went and fucked up myself again
Mental health is holdin my friends, there's no helping them
And i wish i could do more, but i can't
It's hard to lend a hand to the fam, if they don't ask
The happiness has [?] my brother it won't last
Its burnt away in a twirl, gone in that blown glass
Prescripts have ran out, so they self medicated
But anxiety got a hold on them so they can't get the papers
Is it their fault? no it's not
I think it's vile that a doctor would hand you that poison with a smile
They say it'll help but i left you a track
It'll have your mother lookin' down on you, dressed in all black
It's got you stressed to the max, it's got ya blamin ya friends
Looking around, we're all zombies, its like the day of the dead

**THE REST I DON'T KNOW**

[Hook]