I Of No Use

I always thought it would be a grand finale
It was just crying shame it was so raw
How do I go from tiny kisses in the morning
To standing alone and explaining it all?
I wrote this song before same old cadence same old chords
But it was full and sweet and soft and a mistake
But now I know you didn't miss me didn't hold me
In a thoughtful place this song was a mistake

You are so cold and I was useless
You had used all you could hold
I'm left painted many colors of you
Scrub them out I'm black and blue

Now you're back again begging to make room for you
You didn't even value the space
How could you say that you can kiss this be much better
When you only want to try when I am turned away?

I thought we were sturdy
You said we were a team and I a light
But now I see that it's not about me
Only when you're at stake do you risk a fight

Fuck to your honesty
An excuse not to see all the hurt in me
You didn't give a truth you gave me an excuse
To act out selfishly

You see I gave you it all
Open arms open heart
Isn't that what's to love?
What did you mean from the start?

Because I wasted away
And now it's time to move strong
With all of this empty space
Just tell my why was I wrong?

(Humming)
Was I of no use to a god such as you?
Was I of no use was I of no use?
Was I of no use to a god such as you?
Was I of no use was I of no use?