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sometimes I gotta be as plain as
possible so people just
gravitates I know you different from the
artist I'm gonna say his name I know
you're different from that artist but
The Duality you talking about I'm like
Yay right
yay producer also rap we know that the
Beats is a certain way and then what do
you say rhyme-wise it's kind of like you
know what I mean like you understand
them first when he in that zone but then
he got me and Jay-Z producer did the
beach and then this billionaire
croissant and then trying to do the
politics thing and then there's a lot of
[ __ ] going yeah that's a lot that's a
lot going on but but it's all part of
him so it's like yeah but hold on but
but now you like you were saying and
orange so when it comes time to make
that album
which one are you going to be or you're
going to be all of them it starts to get
crazy can't help but be all of them
whether you're going to be on your new
music I'm curious I want to know me me
I'm always successful yeah the answer is
I'm gonna be the guy that knows a lot
more than the guy that you met yeah the
right thing and all on your team the
right people on your team at that time
when you were 19 years old it's more
that goes into it than just picking
beats first of all they have to
establish a level of trust with you
whereas a 19 year old is going to look
at you and go
what you tell me to do
I'm gonna trust you and do that right
and that that's that's the start because
otherwise I'm gonna do what I want to do
that's the artist's attitude I'm gonna
do what I want to do the [ __ ] are you
talking about you don't know me you
don't know nothing I'm gonna do what I
want to do all right okay
they can't work with this kid I can't
work with them you gotta let him do what
he's gonna and he's gonna fall in his
face a bunch of times you just gotta
hope that one time when he fall into
place you don't do too much of them you
don't break his nose into his brain
maybe he just lose a couple people he'll
come back that's a bad artist like me I
didn't do that I went to Rock Gym crib
five times five days in a row before he
would even do the record with me first
two days he didn't talk to me I didn't
say you were satin corner like this man
roll this blunt from this rock it's
always one badge to him back then maybe
the third day they passed the one to me
right so I already knew how to behave
around my elders man stuff you talking
about I don't really know
why artists would do that he's just
running into a brick wall man you're
gonna kill yourself I'm taking examples
from your story so yeah so to try to be
successful and when it came time to like
rock him to do the record they would say
hey my deep my aunt all kept asking
because nobody was allowed to go and
send me
Dino was like yo how much do I want for
the track I said I don't know every day
he asked me I don't know I don't know he
said he'll ask him I asked him wow
so he said so he said man just ask him
so I never did
Dino had to go ask him where I said yo
talk to Bert so Bert is 112 with a
pledge
everybody right so so verse said eight
right
came back said he won eight I went to
Eloise Brian Brian University told
Eloise to cut Rod check for 13.
I'm saying that's on my heartbeat why
because I really did like love rise or
Lyricist if he wanted eight eight to
take care of some [ __ ] to get straight
to 13 so do what you want to do that was
my I had a budget that was my way you
know what I'm saying and I did that with
all G Rap all of the [ __ ] I loved I
really like came out the pocket to deal
with it especially when I had a budget I
was Reckless with the budget because
that was one minute showing that yo
there's no lip service I really like I
really look up to you without having to
say that more than once or twice right
right so being the being successful part
I get it it's just that line of The
Duality what you're talking about where
you wanna that's why I was saying to you
like I really do want to be a part of
something where not like the carers want
y'all to build the nation the hip-hop or
the temple hip-hop and never get built
something that like this is a landmark
y'all should know that this is a
landmark and and and you you do gotta
like have a like a timeout like the ivy
people have a time-out zone or safe
space right for for our folks because
they get jammed up man where it's like
yo
they gotta Flex with the runs we chose
bigger than that dude yeah it's not
about no Rhymes you probably one of the
only ones that made it through the
battle circuit to this name another one
it ain't happened
names is different
I look at names he's got on because what
he did and what have you struggle but
remember that whole the Everlast the
Vinnie past the Ill Bill they kind of
get like a pass to you know go they can
go overseas and get with a DJ scribble
or go do a tour for years and come back
with bread and then they have to jump
rope the way that we did right so it's
necessary to create that kind of safe
space because we don't really have
a fallback or a safety net and a lot of
people all [ __ ] do got is rap
no I mean I'm a captain you know what I
mean I can capture My Yacht and pull up
to that [ __ ] I'm not I'm just I'm
telling you that's the reality right I
could literally pull up [ __ ] gonna be
with their phones like yo
who's that that's cannabis and I can
pull up and play second round just
ignorant [ __ ] right I'm not gonna do
that but I can't do it though man but I
would have done it without anybody help
see that's the difference between like
what I went through God was really on my
back I'm learning lessons and things
that I had to go through right but I'm
trying to give back too it's just
difficult for me to give back without
the co-sign because then it looks like
oh you just trying to sell records or
you just trying to I don't know clean it
up or so the code sign is important I
don't feel like you need a co-sign I
feel like
is more of
you just need
an area of no conflict
you think what I'm saying and in the
same way that you looked at the life
after death cover and you was like y'all
know if you're gonna make it
listening to your Rhymes you had to know
I don't know if people are gonna like
really [ __ ] with me because I'm
basically [ __ ] on everybody on a
record you think what I'm saying I'm
putting off this Persona like I'm better
than you the reason I said the wrong the
greatest rapper of all time down on
March 9th I didn't say it because I was
trying to capture a moment that [ __ ] I
would have been crazy to say for that
reason I appreciate thank you for that
line by the way I said it because I was
in 10 dog Patterson's office
went Park when he called Puff on the
jack on the Star Tech razor jump and
puff answered the phone he was on the
speed boat and hypnotized it was on the
speedboat I heard the helicopter he said
yo baby I can't hear you talk up he was
on a speedboat and he was like yo man we
too said we puffles Sykes man he was
happy he's like yo man yesterday I was
driving backwards in the drop e [ __ ]
wait till you see it I'll do 80 miles an
hour he was hyped right and he said yo
homie I'm gonna send I'm gonna send you
the footage so
I said and this is on my heartbeat
apartment for you I said
I said
that's what I said to dog now remember
I'm just intern a man is Lost Boys
co-man is lost but I'm an intern dog
really listened to me he took the phone
tell him to come home
because it was hot at that time right
for him out there in L.A right and I see
a little time to come obviously yeah so
Daddy so look so we try to y'all got
like what one more day to shot it's a
rapper said nah we got two more days in
the shot just Puffs in so he said all
right so look so after that y'all
wrapping up coming up after three days
he said nah [ __ ] we out here for two
weeks
so then dog was like two weeks it's like
yeah we got Awards and [ __ ] to go
through all that I'm sitting in the room
yeah me man I'm looking at them old ass
phones with the intercom [ __ ] right puff
used to throw a lot of those against the
wall you know saying so the temp dog
[ __ ] get angry right and I said I said
yo
so I stopped saying anything
I wasn't saying that no more like a week
later a couple days later what happened
happened
I said it because of that that's why I
wrote that line because it was just so
close to home
you know a woman you're on the speedboat
and you in LA and everything's good and
then the next minute you know what I
mean the whole world is going crazy
because you know what I mean it's like
over he had to pop
so I saw how it goes too far right and
it'll be brothers into being like
I'm one of them [ __ ] I'm still that
guy right tell him to come home man tell
him to go ahead and fix that up you know
and smooth that out fix it up you know
what I mean and I know that there's
there's there's things that is trying to
prevent Brothers like me like how you
got to this you got to this first down
touchdown really Super Bowl kind of
thing from from from being that that
different Wing it's an option it's an
exit on the highway that [ __ ] get on
the highway and can't get off you gotta
provide that for them
yeah you gotta provide it for them a
little time out for roadside assistance
yeah you know what I'm saying yeah I
ain't gonna deviate no more but yeah
well I gotta I wanted to talk to you
about something
that after you know smoke cleared
I can see how
the industry and the experience that you
had in it
was really conflicted
how did you get to the point where you
said
I'm going to join the Army
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um
2001.
the towers happened
changed New York forever yeah
even though
everybody
that listen to rap music who's able to
escape the reality of what happened in
New York and what how it was going to
change both the USA and the world
was able to escape through rap some
people probably don't even remember
you know the towers and how that changed
America and the rest of the world
forever because they were busy doing
something else rap music was one of
those you know distractions
I was in the in a situation where
you know I had to be kind of serious
because I used to live right over there
across the across the water Jersey City
the place called Avalon Cove
65 55 Avalon Cove not too far from
Newport Mall
in the gym over there in the treadmill
not like I needed the cardio but I go in
there because I was paying like 3 400 a
month and I was I figured why not if we
go in the gyms think up the equipment
for a little while right when I used to
jog I was looking at Windows of the
world the towers
you know what I mean so and I I did for
the Spin Magazine I took a shot where I
flew around they took the door off West
Side Highway that little helicopter
joint I had to take the door but they
took the door off and I was hanging out
the [ __ ] Chopper in front of
the towers so I took all that serious
and in my mind I was thinking to myself
you know what
I need to do something else before I get
too old
I at that time I thought that this rap
thing the issues with the institutions
was never going to go away it was so
heavy I was like you know what I'm still
young enough I can still Sprint I can
still you know what I can still get busy
a little bit like physically and what
have you so I said man I'm gonna I'm
gonna go ahead and take this little
ASVAB test you know and I want to fly
Jets I was so serious about it I went to
Westchester New York Westchester Yonkers
men to go get laser surgery for six
bands you know I mean three bands I I
was so serious right about a second
best doctor in the world he had the
steadiest hands in the world eye doctor
cut the corneal flap over peel it back
you know you take a little eyeball
pretty ass nurses rubbing this nicotine
or something
numb it right and then they take the
clip and they pull the eyeball out and
then they take the laser things
and you can smell the Flesh of your
eyeball burning
it's all burnt the cones and I could see
I could jet ski without glasses do
whatever you know salt water jet ski
into Miami I could do all the contacts I
could do all that right because those
are clear friends yeah right did that to
go to the service
come to find out 27 28 is the cutoff
date for you know any type of jet flying
any Jet flight school all that right so
then I was stuck with so then at that
point I'd done all that work and [ __ ] on
myself I'm like I'm going somewhere
anyway right I would have went to
Ukraine back there right you know I was
trying to get away and go do something
else to Define myself to myself right
and so
I did I followed all the way through
with it
I was a striker driver you know what I
mean
um troop transport you know used to
carry Marines we used to you know a big
man Drop Striker is a eight wheel
vehicle 40 tons it's got eight wheels
four on that side rabbit mold Turtle
mold you know what I mean cheap
transports live 25 like a serious piece
of equipment right I'm probably the only
one in the room that could drive it yeah
except for my man over here that's a
decent and then Cali Rex like you drive
everyone Abrams right so this is
something that like we can do
if something happened right now it's
enough people in here to Fitness Striker
I know how to get in there drop the ramp
you know what I'm saying y'all jump in
there right you understand
rap to me was something that I knew that
if I didn't get away from it and do
something else I'd have been stuck with
that forever so I tried to do something
else right and I did and you did right
were there any experiences over there
that you remember that made you feel
like this this is why this was worth it
now over there meeting over in
Afghanistan or Iraq I didn't go
I trained with my troop
Pat Tillman Patrick Tillman I don't know
if anybody remembers him you know he was
a ranger we used to PT on the same field
in Tacoma Washington and Pat Tillman
like you know died you know by fracture
side I mean it was a big thing for us
there at the I mean I know that
everybody in this room don't necessarily
couldn't maybe wrap their mind around
how serious that was but if you look it
up on the internet you'll still see you
know crumbs and threads about it and it
was so Pat Tillman played for the
Patriots he was he was and he gave all
that up
basically he did what I did yeah
like exponential though it was
exponential he had he was a millionaire
he had the H2 Hummer you know what I
mean it was crazy but he went into the
Marines no he went into the Rangers yeah
on the first you know what I mean he was
there like we used to PT on the same
field I see him coming in and out of
Madigan gate at um
you know Fort Lewis
he had a H2 and for some reason
I had a I had a 67-68 Camaro it was
yellow with black Racing Stripes like
bumblebee you know what I'm saying you
know I got that
um
I got that because you know when you're
speeding and you're in a foreign you
know these Ivory boys not letting you go
when you got an American Muscle to say
hey son you know how fast you was going
son officer I apologize I just got out
the shop what you got under the hood you
know what I mean it's American right
right I'm giving that away you know
because it's true yeah you know you slow
down there son all right yes yes our
officer you know what I mean get my ID
and stuff so every single time going in
an automatic again
gentleman would see me and wave at me
because everybody wanted to know what
was under the hood it was a lt198 vet
engine in a 67-68 Camaro I used to spank
the Subarus all that it was a
seven-speed Richmond transmission
Five Point roll cage Five Point seat
belt harness stainless steel fuel cell
no AC just heat you know what I mean the
car was [ __ ] man shout out to David
curvature so
50. I was a good soldier man I was the
nastiest Striker driver like out so I
major always wanted to ride with me
because our major when I got to the
troop and I seen his picture on the wall
because when you get to your barracks
got president's picture vice president
you know I'm saying uh Secretary of
Defense you know you have all right and
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um
some major pictures up there and uh he
looked like 50 man you look like 50
cents right look like Curtis Jackson
look like 50. and from that all the
brothers would be like yo 50 coming you
know what I mean so it's like the Army
the Army was
the Army is a complicated thing to
different Generations the armed services
is complicated for different Generations
but my time in the army in spite of the
fallen and what happened to America in
the world like how things turned out
um in spite of that I had a good time
there was a lot of great relationships
shout out to DJ Porter rock you know
what I'm saying Pablo Cruise when I
showed up to my Barracks he was playing
Wu-Tang man I was kind of nervous even
showing up there and when I heard hey
you you know Minecraft you don't know me
and I heard the Russian you know what
I'm saying yo apologize
you know what I mean protecting like I
heard that coming out the barracks
window it totally broke that it's like
when she said ah yeah you know yeah but
the Tillman thing I ain't gonna front
man no chasing man when that happened to
Tillman somebody
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friendly party
yeah and um you know I remember I
remember
uh one one time when we were coming back
from from a job you know 1K job we're
coming back and uh it was a gate out the
backs where they used to PT in the pool
and he was going down they were all
going down but it was Tillman's turn and
he went down into the pool and um there
were scubas in the pool maybe about
three scoopers already in the pool and
so
you know he went down there he was down
there about a minute and a half right
maybe two minutes then he started coming
up because this is the drill so we stand
by the gate looking so then he's coming
up when he comes up or trying to come up
they grab him
and he can't come up and so he thinks
they're playing and stuff you know it
feels like somebody playing you know so
he like stopped playing a little bit of
wiggling you see get more intense he's
running out of air
then you just see he started throwing
scoopers out the pool this is from
underwater you know what I mean scuba
guys get thrown out of the pool so then
two more scoopers jump in and then and
then they trying to hold then another
two scoopers jumping it took about six
scubas
hold them down and take them to the
bottom he took them to the bottom all
bubbles
then he pulled him right back up and
then brought him back right when he got
up he started body slamming him right he
spit out the water he got to be so body
slamming stuff and then colonel colonel
walls over and like you know
right to the chest
you you [ __ ] raise your what
gentlemen see your surgery did act like
one right when he moved his hand he had
his ranger tabs
so you know I saw that on my own too she
said now you know what it feels like to
drown
Brothers will bring you back if they can
that kind of movie [ __ ] you know what
I'm saying like but I just look at that
and I'm seeing that's at that moment I
was saying what the [ __ ] am I doing here
really though wow
military
yeah yo Talib kwali got a show right
shout out to Talib Talib made a verse
saying something crazy about cannabis
joining the Army right I could say this
with a smile because I love Tyler we
talked about it he was very honest and
he just kept it above it was like okay
because I didn't know right but at that
time
I was in formation
so I made you the same one 50 hardcore
you do not want to play with 50. right
M7 Gucci seats interior you know what
I'm saying spit shine boots you did not
go to you did not want to play with 50
right right so now
the song I didn't even know it came out
right I'm in formation
so I made the screams out there out
today
Williams get the [ __ ] in here
all right in front of everybody
as I run in there
double time in there
you know stay in that formation so he
says
sit down
you know what I mean that first of all
says no I want him standing
so so now I stand [ __ ] did I tell you to
get that rest Eddie's go back to
formation right right so then he goes
goes over to the record player on the TV
versus play on his own and then he says
you know they I don't know if Madison
has cannabis manager you know I want to
join the arm yeah and was management I
don't know what the [ __ ] that [ __ ] was
that I heard yeah but he said who the
[ __ ] is Taliban quality
[Laughter]
does that sound like I made that up
I hope so
at that moment I realized that
I abandoned hip-hop
but not that's our wrong reasons but
that's how we felt but when he said that
I realized I also realized that
even then I just needed a hug and he was
talking about something that we all got
somebody in the service right right that
I just related to us that lives in the
home with us right or you know
that we you know children we sent off
right but it's so it the odd the culture
Black Culture in America is so immersed
in service Armed Forces service right
that is no you cannot get it you can't
even deny that when he said that in my
mind I'm like damn [ __ ] you just dissed
an entire you know
country
a population you know more than you can
count
just to get that cannabis and make me
feel like silly or stupid or whatever
yeah and you cost me a whole lot of
issues standing there with sergeant
major
what was that who the [ __ ] is Taliban
quality
I love you that's why you're a pro so
he's a rapper you couldn't really do
that with all sort of major but but tell
me like like he's a rapper he's a rapper
wrong answer
I looked at him with the most puppy dog
eyes ever man
some major I don't know what that is
I've been here training with y'all for a
year
[Laughter]
I don't want to know Taliban
I do not want to know him you would have
got smoke bro for that you would have
got smoked yeah because you trained with
these guys right and then if that
narrative slits into just the wrong
aloof mind
I think that I'm near to like you know
go create mute me or go left or I'm not
really there for the reasons I'm there
for which is to like yo I want to add on
to what you know the hearts and Minds
that's when we were trained right right
and so
I was so [ __ ] angry
about that a telephone quality I was so
angry and I just said him with hip-hop
in general because it's like that's how
they look at me man that's what they
would do for no [ __ ] reason it's like
was the line the you know I never had
nobody come to me and say the line was
hot I love Talib now we talking now but
at the time it's like what did you get
for that at least young Z
I love young Z let's give it up for
Young G
young Z came to me and Rod [ __ ] yo GK
to me and said one time we went to
Shaq's crib that young G straight up
just told me man it was like one of the
first things he said to me said yo you
know me you got the perfect on the same
day right I said no I didn't know that
say come on [ __ ] I love you say yo I
did Eminem I made 800 000 man for that
first check yeah it came out straight
out [ __ ] you know I made 800 yo you
can't see my crib with binoculars
I started laughing Young G told me that
he did the child you know I got 800 000
for that [ __ ] like yo those you know
what I mean yeah just because
he was being scared though just coming
straight to it like let's get out that
that out the way right
you know that's what I enjoy man I'm one
of those guys just talk to me right I
can handle it if you talk to me right if
you tell me the truth I could really
handle it so you know you know what the
beauty of today is
Holly squash that by the way right so
I'll let squash that he said to me yo
man I didn't know cannabis and we hugged
because he he said that if he didn't say
I didn't try to say what you said was
like yo you know he's a rapper like all
that type of [ __ ] if he would have said
that my dudes we were standing there it
was going down I had never been so angry
man because they knew about the story
right okay solo brought him in the room
he said hey [ __ ] look what I got man I
got that here
yeah
you hit me and I was so angry because
what happened behind that right but he
cleaned it up real fast and I was right
there with a mop in the floor with him
because I was mopping fools behind that
stupid [ __ ] right you know what I mean
but
here's the thing the beauty of today is
um
for you to address or for people to get
to know you had to go through
platforms of places
that
would be more interested in what they
could sell
than what you're actually saying
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um
you know what I mean so you it's hard
for people to get to back in the days I
felt like there was a real gap between
fans and artists because other than
their music you didn't know much about
it you know unless you knew somebody
that was in the neighborhood or grew up
with them or a family member or whatever
so you were left to the imagination or
the Publications that spoke on artists
and if they put something out there or
they make made something look a certain
way that's what it was because we didn't
have the connection to say yo is this
true
you know what I mean it's why I say
people say to people if you if you feel
a way about a story that's out about you
unchecked lie becomes the truth
sometimes you if it if it bothers you
you're not above it so you should
address
you feel me
so now when people watch this they'll be
like oh I I get it now yo
yo y'all made polo made the call
did I go back right
you responded man made it happen right
that's what our people need to do
so y'all are a shining example of what
needs to be done I couldn't have done
with the two you did
I couldn't have made it happen all by
myself
right but you dance with me about things
you didn't put me in no thin Eyes by
myself
but you made sure that
you were conscious of knowing like yo I
did [ __ ] with You Chris I listened to
your [ __ ] maybe like you you inspired me
to do not even knowing that I was a
spying all I was doing was present my
resume to the hip-hop World At Large
you know both in America overseas I'm
Jamaican I should be doing reggae music
rat dance but I just loved it rap right
I loved what rap was doing how the slang
how he was able to do things I just
wanted I chose rap yeah but I'm Jamaican
like Cali Rags do reggae rocker but he
switched it over to he could we could
dance right but rap man and
I was like a part of all of this what
rap turned into and to see y'all doing
what y'all do like I wasn't ready for
the Battle With Disaster
you know aside from the fact that my
shoulders ripped out the socket you know
but at the same time I wouldn't have
been ready anyway I could have been able
to dance a little bit better but I
wouldn't have done much better because
y'all that needed training training
coach what y'all do like you say yo this
is why I got it I tell any artist that's
gonna get into that yo sit with a battle
rap right for like a week two weeks I
start the school man that's what your
career needed early on too that's what I
keep hearing you know that's what it is
you needed somebody back in the day when
you first got started to really walk you
through what was about that [ __ ] where
were you at man when I knew
yeah
not far away I hear you hear your
interaction with L the right A and R on
your team would have told you look this
is what's about to happen don't take it
personal it's fine go in this room you
just want to we leave we'll take care
don't express nothing out there you know
I'm saying there's a lot of things that
you went through I hear a lot of
misunderstandings
through the circuit of your career a lot
of things that could have been easily
corrected with a couple of conversations
right
um a heavier hand on your on your house
making process no bro you need a hook no
I have to teach you how to make an album
for for the radio because your
competition lives there and he's going
to stomp you if you don't know how to
play Mecca you need to learn how to play
you know I respect you back up just
because of how I've been paying eye
contact with you and attention to you
you're 100 percent
I just don't want it to turn into
something where it's like cleft didn't
do the best that he could have with me
because of why I cut from the foods
Jerry won the fries you know what I mean
like you know John 14 at the time the
band I want to send a shout out to the
Whole Foods you spending about the key
band the other the instruments the
instrumentalists geniuses
clap was the only one that introduced me
to the world all this Talent you're
talking about that y'all be talking
about y'all be coming to beat me in the
[ __ ] head and I have whatever cleft
was the only one that said uh yo listen
I need you in the studio right now I was
in Justin's to open the grant opening of
justice for Jay-Z you know was there
right and he he said to be cannabis he
said canvas I turned around and I only
knew of him I knew of them from you know
souls and Mischief JJ got busy with it
man come on ain't no [ __ ] you know what
I mean like you know what I'm saying
maybe Reasonable Doubt like come on you
know who Jay-Z was right but the thing
is
I didn't know anything about him like
off duty Clark told me that because
Clark is worth clocking shout out the
clock yeah shout out to Clark and Peter
panic and Peter Panic triple OG he's got
to that status now yo Peter Panic he
said uh
he said uh Clark was like um Club was
like yo Jay-Z is going to be God
cannabis j-hope
you're gonna be Jehovah and he used to
say this to me I was younger I'm
thinking it had to do with Rhymes and
I'm thinking it had to do it yourself I
didn't understand business you know just
playing I had no idea you know an
intellect you know I mean it's reboot
Acuity I had no clue all right so Jay is
that opening the grand opening of
Justice he says this ribbon cutting this
is the grand opening but puff happy you
know
we all happy man he goes uh
I think like Donald Trump used to come
through man and like see drinks on me
and like dude he used to do stuff like
that for the like the rappers that was
out there getting it that's how we knew
like Trump and stuff we didn't see
things get political and get thrown out
the window and so like man we was just
we was coming up and coming through a
type of thing where the only color that
matter was green yeah that's all that we
were seeing right so anyway hoe was like
no canvas I turned around yeah he had on
all white I don't know if it's around
herself I can't remember
I can't tell the difference
yeah
yeah he had on uh yeah he had he had the
uh wine glass in his hand white wine
like
from Cannabis you ready for what this
game gonna do to you man
so me thinking it was just rapping and
Rhymes I said hell yeah I'm ready
looking at this [ __ ] man like like I
didn't know what he was talking about
what he meant at the moment that I said
you know hell yeah I'm ready
cleft
actually angles they just turned me
around clefty goes you know a little
dresses she said
cannabis he said yo where you been man
I've been looking for you man listen man
I need you in the studio right now man I
got this going to November record I need
you in the studio right now so me
knowing that y'all this is crap from the
foods he's like I bought Brandon on
reality but the fujis went somewhere
else so let me tell you they was like
the Beatles man or overseas man people
could say whatever they want but when I
was able to go from like the Indie right
Universal put me in some good Studios
but Sony started taking care of
everything and I started going to the
Hit Factory Chong King you know it was
neither quiet no better than any Factory
Sony yeah big rooms John King right the
big houses
getting on presidential class you know
what I'm saying version you know what
I'm saying all that stuff I think I
might have done the Concord I can't
remember right when I started doing
stuff like that
he introduced me to the world going to
November like video Single made it a
single let me rap put the chain around
my neck with the [ __ ] stones in it
you know what I'm trying to say like
people say what they want and there was
no funny business going on right like he
did that as a you know I'm saying
Caribbean you know what I mean like if I
don't it was a Caribbean connection
stuff like that he did that to basically
say look man they trying to cook you if
you don't know yo but but look he didn't
say that to me but it's like he felt
that in his arm like y'all ain't gonna
cook you man let me take your ass
overseas man and show you some stuff and
calm you down right and his process of
calming me down was records like let's
ride and what's going on and you know
what I mean the problem was
I didn't have somebody like you that
could have been like all right listen
y'all want
five second round Knockouts with just
different people yeah put that on the
album cleft was trying to get me to you
know what I mean
it sold 20 million albums Hoffa you know
what I'm saying at that time I
understand my label was doing anything
for I understand
for who you were
to the people who was going to stand
online outside of Virgin Mega at six in
the morning and get your album that
morning true
you know you know what I mean didn't
translate in that project
that's the only time I ever met Nas what
did Big say Big [ __ ] was here he we
asked him why he why he didn't work with
you he said she went on tour with the
Fugees and never came back yeah he said
yeah
he heard yeah he's like oh he want to
talk with the food
there's nothing wrong with it yeah like
I was 18 20. what I'm saying he was like
I meant Nas for the first time because
of with the Foodies and Knox told me
that when he heard the you know DMX you
know what I'm saying Nori candy up at
Flex he pulled over the car on the on
the turnpike
and listen to the junk and was like
he was like yo what you drinking
cannabis said grandma yay right because
that's what you know what I'm saying
that's what I had started with and um I
left that alone but yeah but uh snap he
said he said yeah right he said um
he said uh
he said I pulled over cannabis he said
you know I ordered that it came he was
like
he said you know Kansas man I got to I
had to turn around and go back to the
crib God
like what I was going to do in the
studio that night it wasn't gonna make
it man I went back to the creek no I
said that to you you didn't have to I'm
telling you what I experienced because
of Club when I came out of the room with
knobs little Lounge area stepped on it
Maxwell's cannabis
hey Maxwell
I'm like yo mama there's a lot of this
[ __ ] yeah when you believe me if I was
sitting in front of this guy right one
time I saw Haley Berry hold on it was
Eric Benet I came out the studio I
didn't I knew the name but I didn't know
who he was exactly right and um he was
like yo canvas man I really like your
music coming out of the Hit Factory he's
like I'm living like a music your
brother said he was talking and I see
the Haley coming down the behind him he
said while I was looking right behind
him feel the vision she was coming down
the sidewalk so I was just looking at
her yeah I didn't know they was together
because I'm trying to tell you how crazy
it was that Eric Benet was talking to me
I didn't know who he was really and
because I was hearing that all the time
I didn't care I saw Halle Berry
she's coming down
so she walks up behind him I don't know
she grabbed his booty or something and
she you know she holding on to him and
then I realized like oh she with him and
I just felt so stupid because then I was
like oh yo yeah we can work together
you know but it was that kind of stuff
was happening right clef was made or he
opened on the doors for me but I don't
yo I love cleft for that man Jerry I
love playing they opened me up yeah yeah
so so look even if things went sour cold
Sour Whatever I got those memories man
do you understand now the guy that you
know does the Thousand mixtapes and you
know gets the album that what I mean
look can I bust this Platinum it's not
gold no more right I think it's double
Platinum
double Platinum 25th year anniversary
nice cleft didn't do a bad job the way
that hip-hop went a little bit too hard
they never sat and thought for a second
everybody said what cannabis could have
been but wasn't none of them trying to
help accept clef
you see the ones that the producers
that's probably slamming this is not
[ __ ] that I thought I was trying to say
you scared too many people bro yeah
you scared too many people you scared
the [ __ ] out of [ __ ] you just heard
did you hear what Don's just but you
just said how many other rappers you
think felt like that when you came
around that was Major too help this
[ __ ] help me
he's a threat now help me
give me Halle Berry and leave me alone
it wasn't just the battle rap right I
was really interested in other things
right you know what I'm saying for young
men yeah yeah I was trying to I was
trying to navigate through all this and
then I had this monster on me did you
know that the institutions on me was
like and I yeah I jumped out the window
with that because that's because I was
trying to get Grandma cribs you know
what I'm saying I'm trying to hold my
brother and I'm assuming yo yo I'm gonna
do it man watch you know what I'm saying
all the dreams we had right you know
what I mean trying to prove to my father
that yo I can do this right you know
what I mean I remember my father he's
Jamaica I'm gonna say this shut up you
got in the car he's like yo so yeah man
what's up I'm coming this see up on MTV
man
I'm from your activity like it's a
process right you know what I'm saying
like I had I had a lot of other things
on my head right so when faced with any
opposition like how you've been through
it right
you go through that wall man you don't
have a choice yeah and I did it but I
didn't do it knowing the collateral
damage right I was I was young and I was
trying to go with the culture I was
doing it the best way I knew how and I
know there was wise Elders man that
could have I'ma say this shut up Biz God
Rest his soul rest in peace but if you
did a show okay solo Sean P was dead you
know I'm saying eventually like you know
would you help whatever podcast I was I
could give you the footage you had to
footage all in the in the session The
Green Room together Biz goes business
tells me the story about
as he's talking because we held him down
uh he was headlining the show Copenhagen
Joel Ortiz was there yeah Copenhagen so
um uh Biz Biz started having difficulty
halfway through his set you know we
jumped to the stage we started holding
him down right when he got to you got
what I needed man he didn't have to say
a word you know what I'm saying I know
we held him down yeah I'm talking about
instinctively because he was having
trouble not to say he can't do it but
just that night yeah it was on the nose
for him right we jumped on the stage we
had we already had our bikes like yo yo
yo my man go cool rock V and what you
know what I'm saying and we held him
down then it was over he was happy we
jumped to the rescue without a word made
of the show everybody then we got back
to the green when we sweating he's like
yo man yo he's happy you know what I'm
saying his was like being said uh he
said you can't miss it he jumped right
into it I was really just kind of
enjoying the moment Sean P was dead Okay
solo and he really jumped right to the
Cannabis man the Beats man
yo you just needed the producers yo he
jumped right into it I said this come on
man he said no I'm telling you I said
well [ __ ] where were you
because I got Biz to check for the um
Take This Job and Shove It John right
the check was like a heavy check 50
pounds that's not sneaker money right
you know what I'm saying I got Biz that
check you know what I'm saying and it's
like where were you when all that was
going on where were you right I didn't
go that way with it that was in the mind
I did ask him once like the Bears like
where were you
when I needed the Beats what you talking
about but there's nothing
you'll be he understood what I said
business was always Fair he looked at me
blings like this he said yo cannabis and
he started explaining something to me
about
you know what I'm saying like with him
and Cain and he wrote some John and and
he had to come out with it but then he
had to wait and sup with him and Kane it
was something that y'all would love to
know right but Biz had to he went
through a similar situation and told me
I had to push through it and everybody
was like this it was something serious
not serious come to blow serious but it
was something that damn I didn't know
biz
King wrote that forbids or I'm not gonna
say Biz Road for King cause Kane didn't
need nobody help right but it was
something with a beat or a Jack and a
hook and Biz had something he was
telling them right and um and it was
like if he would have listened to Biz he
would have been able to do that because
remember Biz was doing when we was in
Copenhagen doing I don't know Biz was
doing it but last time I saw Biz
business had like the Tesla Jones look
good he was he's fake he looked great I
was happy for him right I got out the
car with got out the Panama Johnny
business over there by the time he said
your cannabis sucks
rest in peace man I just want to say
like for a lot of the what the message
I'm getting from your journey
is and this is the message for like
young artists right that's coming in the
game is that number one is to not be
afraid to embrace your talent right
that's number one embrace your talent
um and Propel that [ __ ] to the furthest
extent past the Pinnacle purpose right
and don't and don't don't ever inhibit
yourself from what you can really do
also understanding who your influences
are right when you whoever your
influences are and you meet them
right understand that there's always an
agenda going on right always understand
that somebody who's in the Ivory Tower
and you're where you're at and you're
trying to get to the Ivory Tower there's
always a gen an agenda between those two
points of Steel you're 100 right right
so now so now what happens is like you
said with that first meet of you and LL
Cool J in that handshake and everything
this is my personal opinion
there's a threat coming
it's just like the Army is just like
whoa there's a threat approaching boom
we can see it coming up on the beach you
see it two miles out two kilometers out
is a threat coming how are we going to
combat that
right not saying anything against LL I
love LL he's a legend but this is the
thought process with these institutions
we have to protect we have to protect on
that it's a business it's a business you
know I'm saying so for all the Young
Artists out there understand who you're
dealing with keep on like working on
your crap only never forget that at the
end of the day it is a business somebody
keeps the lights on at their
institutions that you might be trying
yeah not not on top of that
I think um
I think I just think a lot of people
wanted to see you fail
um
and and there's nothing
there's something wrong with a person
wanting
someone else to fail they didn't do you
don't know but it's like you don't know
right it's like it's like stepping on
the court with uh with Jordan
you know what I mean Ron artez
accidentally snapped a couple of
George's ribs I mean do you know what
that happened no it happened you know no
I know
the ball players no right he
accidentally snapped a couple of his
rigs on a like a uh like a scrimmage
right and you know everybody was there
was Matt because I did a like an album
was wrong Ron's meta World Peace
shout out the meadow world please shout
out to Jordan right
it was an accident he got excited then
he snapped a couple of his Meadow World
Peace was like Dennis Rodman he was
solid like like one of them freight
train type guys where he don't really
know his strength all the time right
accidentally injured him stacked a
couple ribs
the hate that came his way after that it
was just like me with second round
knockout and y'all didn't even know that
but that's what happened so I don't know
everything about Metta World Peace and
with stats or whatever like my brother
knows the Game Craze he could tell you
all the stats everybody's stats but I
can tell you this after that
play the tape Meadow World Peace World
kind of changed whenever y'all saw his
stuff changing a little bit because he
was still that guy he was after that
little scrimmage that accident right
that's what happened man well sometimes
he he just he can't say that because you
know
that's how you see yourself and then
it's how people see you and as much as
everybody wants to be real
you have to pay attention to how other
people see
because then you'll understand
motives and and the way certain people
move you'll get it you know what I mean
like I used to wonder why the [ __ ] every
time I go out and I meet [ __ ] they
want to tell me all their War Stories
why these things
over here
I started to realize oh
these [ __ ] see me as Dad so they wanna
they wanna impress me receptionally you
know what I mean that's why they keep
talking about Halle Berry man don't talk
to me
talk to me about that kind of stuff man
because the rap stuff I've done enough
of it been around enough of it I really
could just add on to somebody with rap
dealing with rap that's all I could do I
never got to the situation where I had
like why cleft power or mobile power
where I could like sign an artist and
put them on you know I helped a lot of
artists get on feature on records my new
record man I got Master Nisa you know
Cali's already established but you know
Marco Polo like we doing things to where
you will I know we're gonna do jumps
together but you know got to joined with
names like we I'm doing things that are
working with artists it's not my stuff
it's just I'm doing that all the time
but when the [ __ ] see me just don't
talk to me about that like that's all I
care about because you got to be crazy
man like I'm a captain I'm a captain I'm
not talking to you I'm really talking to
them I'm a captain you know I mean I you
know what I mean a captain a 50-foot
yacht you know what I'm saying I have
certifications for you know what I'm
saying he's the ventilation and AC you
know I'm saying I could drive strike his
live 25s you know what I mean I get busy
with five tons as well you know what I
mean like I'm like two weeks to get my
CDL like there's so many things I can do
would you want somebody to run up on you
while you're out there about that no now
though this is now I'd Rather somebody
talk to me as a as a human that has
skill sets that's trying to be human you
know talk to music sorry
I'm sorry you signed up for the wrong
[ __ ] yeah
all the way through Bruce Lee's Hedges
to talk to him about bonsai trees
this was your metaphor from earlier on
people used to going to Bruce Lee's
house and tell them nobody's going into
your house to talk to you about my man
hands you know shout out to Coney Island
went out of state
you're tempted living a normal life
from the stuff that we did in battle rap
I would tell them all the time
are you trying to be
you trying to be Douglas
you got a million people know you as
Brooklyn hands um
okay all right
it is what it is bro you accept that it
comes with it you
you're the one that's going to start
this school and give them that time-out
safe space man somebody's got to do it
you're most equipped to do it start the
school get these people that that
intermediary
you know that intermediate they call it
like a it's intermediary you give them
that place to be to learn these things
what you telling me man look I'm already
kind of like past the gamut like like I
told you man look
Moon Cruise outside like Rakim loves the
moon cruises right Moon Cruise outside
right I'm saying I got my keys on me now
you know that's coop in the airport
garage when I go back right 50 foot
yacht in the marina right I'm the
captain you understand I'm trying to say
like I'm already past all that when I'm
doing it for a reason that's superficial
not doing it to try to get on no
sometimes a lot of people think because
of what happened to me in my career that
yo man I missed out on something
I had it all not what these the mega
mobiles got but who who else has had
with the mega movies gotta set the mega
mobiles Right double OG situations over
here trying to get the triple OG the
school school will get us there school
will get it we're talking about school
that'll get us there talk about it what
all right
professor
what what can we expect in the future
Mickey facts started the school yeah
shout out and uh Mickey Mickey did a
joint where he had a course he had the
course of his hip-hop course your name
came up in the course you also got one
assignment that he gave out and asked
the question about you know default
Master Flex with X and cannabis and Nori
and he just asked about X and candidates
he said yo okay I need y'all to describe
the difference between
imagination and realism and realist
imagination and then they went to it and
he showed me footage of and I couldn't
believe my eyes man people you know what
I mean really go to this course to take
it on the sensitive he was like yo man
cannabis talking about [ __ ] that ain't
even real you know what I'm saying this
[ __ ] talking about he hit you make your
shoulders touch and that [ __ ] ain't real
mad DMX he always coming with that yo
don't want you no get up 10 [ __ ] on
them oh god with him like yeah the other
guys like you know man cannabis crimes
it's just so ill man all he can do is
just make up stuff to try to tell you
how ill he is
it made me so happy you know like in my
mind like I can't believe somebody doing
this I love Mickey facts for that yes
and not not being not being to you about
rap that's why they talk to you about
well but look not be in vain
only was trying to put my resume and say
can I rap with y'all that's all it ever
was I just wanted to get off the benches
and play with the with the dudes that I
liked red man and you know what he did
he let me wrap my 50 bars now that the
fans will never forgive me if I don't
ask you about that cycle as well
eggs
wow big pun Mike Geronimo at the table
wow and Jimmy's bronze careful yeah
yeah
what do you want to know if I can
remember everything I can't remember
again because I was really in this much
I know about it I had the Cartier's on
with no frame
so it was just the junk and then holding
on to the lens I don't know them people
were like twenty five hundred dollars
man I just bought them how did you how
did you get it look it wasn't a problem
either I had to chain on I was chilling
how did you get it
how did that happen you heard about the
cipher you just pulled up like I think a
guy called Toray who ended up doing a
lot of things had set that up because we
knew he was all there for Taurus my good
twin brother Victoria you know
where the royalties off
I'm so trying to find out where the
royalties are for that [ __ ] round
definitely a different tour
that's like a Tory set it up he said all
I know is when he was getting was like
what's it for like Torres he's the guy
he's on CNN and all that all the time
all I knew was we was there for Tory bro
that picture and then Rhymes just
started breaking out who who rap first
who said it everything was Satori Tori
was handling the whole thing he was his
camera it was it was we was there for
him he bought the the he was sitting at
the table with food coming when he went
to eat two guys did you guys have
conversations Toray had us all sit there
and spill our guts man food was coming
drinks he did he was the drink Champs 95
what was that 96 97 he did the drink
Champs 97. drinks coming the herb was
going you know what I mean like you know
what I mean all we wanted to do was rap
now if I said anything cocky listen man
the second round knockout verse that I
know I rhymed there I kind of wanted to
just rap and get out of there I wanted
to go see something that looked like
Halle Berry you know what I'm saying I
didn't want to be there I didn't want to
be there so so what happened no no just
something like that yeah right so so so
so I'm trying to make it understandable
right so so but what happened was
I only said that because I said that
rhyme because it was easy for me to
remember I had so many I was recording
and and pun was nasty and so was X and I
wasn't trying to go through no [ __ ]
Funk Master Flex 145 minute rap so I
just wanted to do something definitive
and get it over with
I I did that wrong at the at the House
of Blues and Shaq almost fell over the
second floor when it when it when it
happened Rock Kim was performing that
night and when I did second round
knockout on stage of the house it was a
rocket launcher basically you come in a
room [ __ ] just fronting this [ __ ] the
second round knockout was like yo clear
I cleared a room out with that right so
at House of House of Blues Rakim was
supposed to perform he did perform but
you know when I when I did that and the
crowd went so crazy anybody who's there
tell you tackle Shaq almost fell over
the second floor junk because he was he
was into it and he's so big and so tall
yeah did he lean and his mans you know
had to grab him but put them back that
really happened and shout out to
Shaquille O'Neal right right one of the
Mogul guys he wanted the triple ogs all
right so Shaq so
did what I did was or what happened was
so crazy yo man it was like a haunted
like a an hour and a half intermission
before I came to us the stage man
he didn't go on like five minutes after
what I did it was so much energy
in the House of Blues it was an hour and
a half and I love rocking right and I'm
telling you at that age I wasn't even
able to take that in I can only say that
to you now because it really did happen
you know what I'm saying
let's just keep it all the way up bro
Tim didn't touch the stage for an hour
not because of me but because the people
left man [ __ ] wanted to get you the
[ __ ] out of here
[ __ ] wanna get get this [ __ ] the [ __ ]
out of here man this chick is killing
everything dude what we gonna do about
this [ __ ] [ __ ]
yo yo we need somebody to just get this
[ __ ] out of here
y'all remember you saying on the radio
nah I don't go nowhere dog come back
with me
he's just trying to just ease their way
out the sight for life where did that
happen
um who was you talking what was it it
was either Nori or or X you said is one
of the dope
[ __ ] is my favorite if I ever get my
hands on that instrumental okay yeah I'm
going to Yellow Tape it there it is I'm
going to Yellow there it is there it is
yeah it is yes it is
that [ __ ] that got you in trouble your
career no I love the chat I understand I
understand I understand but that those
words from you if I ever see that [ __ ]
I'm a yellow tape that's like a [ __ ]
coming home from prison talking about
you if I ever catch that yeah that [ __ ]
is scary yeah you know I love nobody
know me saying it because she ain't
nothing right no no no no no no no no no
nobody said nobody it's just
we all
see what I'm saying cannabis you don't
see how other people see you you like a
friendly Grizzly like who expects the
grizzly not if a Grizzly is running up
on you like oh [ __ ] I'm gonna die
meanwhile he just wants to come up in
life
[Applause]
what you guys doing over here
so what did I do what did I do to dance
in the battle after it was all over
whatever
I'm just saying I know it was this
moment you know it was about a record
yeah that was his moment right I didn't
try to step on on it did I I gave it up
I literally was trying to like all right
man passing the torch in a way if it
meant anything yeah I don't remember
nobody's questioning
I am a teddy bear yeah nobody's no yeah
but you present like a Grizzly what do
you want me to do but but this is what
I'm telling you you gotta be able to
pick up on how other people see that's
what we want you I'm going to go to your
school when you build it okay I'll let
you know I just wanted to say this at
the beginning
like the one of the best battle rappers
in the world told you he was influenced
to come in to the place and stand
outside the battle
Eminem from my experience because you
know we are the same age so I grew up
listening hard Eminem looked up to you
you know what I'm saying and I heard you
say um
things about like I think M was coming
from a point of trying to make you rap
again and come out and get you back in
that light I don't think it was like
malicious malicious I think he looks up
to you and
LL Cool J so are you coming so
LL is you know people are arguing you
know but the best rapper you know the
best rapper that's ever been Eminem has
is arguably the you know another best
rapper that has ever been he one of the
best battle rappers that I've ever been
in all three of these people like the
greatest rappers
so are you as something that they needed
to be aware
that alone speaks of your greatness
it's just for the acknowledgment like yo
I'm a warrior
I look at you as a master Warrior
acknowledge
you know I mean Here Eminem
worms behind you I mean if you know
hip-hop you listen to Hip Hop
lies in it he listening to a lot of
cannabis right you you and M collabing
early in the game would have been
[ __ ] thing like [ __ ] yeah but I'm
still there you know what I'm saying
it's still here Eminem
allowed to you could be a phone call
tonight your career is we our career is
going to go as long as our life goes
yeah because we're in the space now
where you can just do what you want yeah
it's not over we gotta think about radio
records we got to think about unless
that's the packages
none of that [ __ ] just be an artist just
be the artist I would just want to hear
it
you got men my age is age that followed
you that we have kids you know what I'm
saying so if you influence me right now
with a new album
what you think you just did to my future
hold on baby
what you said it was real too Amy Chan
she's talking about with that okay I'm
putting that out there listen smack the
hell he helped me out with you all right
sorry man
yeah yeah yeah
yeah yeah
yeah yeah yeah
um
Mecca bigger right KO you see I'm trying
right
the level
every now and then there's a there's a
unique talent that raises the bar
we saw it with Rocky
um
we saw it with knives
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saw it continue on with big
hole
cannabis is in that list
cannabis is in that list believe it or
not whether you admitted enough
you're in that list freestyles
how hard [ __ ] going with them
shits you definitely inspired a lot of
people
now I've said it himself the [ __ ] out
vote that night wasn't gonna make it I
had to go back you raised the bar
you feel me
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um
and I thank you for your contribution
absolutely absolutely
foreign
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MY EXPERT OPINION EP #163: CANIBUS INTERVIEW (PT2) was written by Math Hoffa & Canibus.
Math Hoffa released MY EXPERT OPINION EP #163: CANIBUS INTERVIEW (PT2) on Wed Mar 01 2023.