This Time

[Verse 1]
I used to be excited to wake up
How can I get back to that place?
I always needed something to look forward to
But looking back, that was in bad taste

[Verse 2]
Now I have no idea what I am doin' here
With no direction to my days
Do anything just to get through the night
I cry to myself, oh, what a waste

[Verse 3]
Show me where to go from here
I've confronted my biggest fears
You leave me to erase myself
And then ask me, "What's the big deal?"

[Chorus]
I would kill to be anybody else
No memories of my former self
A part of me shriveled up and died
I can't get it back even though I've tried

[Post-Chorus]
And I tried
And I tried
And I tried
But I can't see the ending this time
No, I can't see the ending this time

[Bridge]
Maybe I don't want this bad enough to sacrifice myself again
Nothing will come out of it, now everything's different

[Chorus]
I would kill to be anybody else
No memories of my former self
A part of me shriveled up and died
I can't get it back even though I've tried