Shotgun

[Verse 1]
Another shotgun ready to go
Another pistol loaded
I'm at war with my soul, and I know it controls what I'm told
It's not the best way to feel, but I know it'll make me whole
So much for pretty little images of what I thought that livin' was
I thought with faith that I could get it but it seems it wasn't good enough

[Chorus]
I keep fightin' fire with fire, what a demon
Flames keep takin' me higher, to the beacon
I'm not ready to go, not ready to jump
But if I hold on I might slip up when I doze off
And a blaze 'round my tire and fire, out of season
Maybe I'm afraid of dyin', that's the reason
I'm not ready to go, not ready to jump
I wanna live, wanna become who I am I say
Ay
Another one and I'm ready to go
Another shotgun loadеd, ay
Another pistol ready to blow
So get thе shotgun loaded
Shotgun loaded, shotgun loaded
Cock it back, loaded
Cocked it back, I say ay
Another one and I'm ready to go
Another shotgun loaded

[Verse 2]
I fill it to the brim with liqour
It somehow isn't good enough
I see the world in vivid pictures
If I don't get what I want imma break somethin'
Take somethin', poppin' pills until my face numb
Drink drunk until I'm fallin' outta place, imma
Make my mistakes
Won't save my face, 'cus I don't know where it's safe

[Chorus]
I keep fightin' fire with fire, what a demon
Flames keep takin' me higher, to the beacon
I'm not ready to go, not ready to jump
But if I hold on I might slip up when I doze off
And a blaze 'round my tire and fire, out of season
Maybe I'm afraid of dyin', that's the reason
I'm not ready to go, not ready to jump
I wanna live, wanna become who I am I say
Ay
Another one and I'm ready to go
Another shotgun loaded, ay
Another pistol ready to blow
So get the shotgun loaded
Shotgun loaded, shotgun loaded
Cock it back, loaded
Cocked it back, I say ay
Another one and I'm ready to go
Another shotgun loaded

I keep fightin' fire with fire, what a demon
Flames keep takin' me higher, to the beacon
I'm not ready to go, not ready to jump
But if I hold on I might slip up when I doze off
And a blaze 'round my tire and fire, out of season
Maybe I'm afraid of dyin', that's the reason
I'm not ready to go, not ready to jump
I wanna live, wanna become who I am I say
Ay
Another one and I'm ready to go
Another shotgun loaded, ay
Another pistol ready to blow
So get the shotgun loaded
Shotgun loaded, shotgun loaded
Cock it back, loaded
Cocked it back, I say ay
Another one and I'm ready to go
Another shotgun loaded