Its Not Fair (Intro)

[verse]
Dear god, why you hate me? put me there just to slave me
I know they fuckin made me but that shit was fuckin crazy
Sayin that they love me, but i know that is cap
Cuz everywhere I go, I get stabbed in my back
This shit ain't it don't know what i've been through
Dont wanna live and so I'm asking you
Do your friends leave, are they gold and true?
Cuz my new rap shit sounds bold and new
But at night I cry, wishing I would die
My girlfriends worried, cuz I'm not alright
Thinkin suicide could help me right?
But i struggle at my desk even tryna write
I can't think for myself, i need еverybody's help
Hoppin on trends еveryone's tryna kill themself
But that's just life, that's just mine
While the rich get richer thinking that its fine
While the poor get poorer and eventually die
And the poor people hurt, food covered in dirt
But we ate it anyway cuz that's the life we learned
And I cut myself cuz that's what worked
When dads home that's when we get hurt
I had to get out so I started to search
But I hurt even more, I don't know if its worth
To keep tryna try or to accept and die