Losin’ Me

[Intro]
Look
I know I need to change
Used to blame it on my pain
I’m just tired of the same
Fuck the money and the fame
I just veered off my path
Had to change directions
Take off my mask
And count up all my blessings (47, man, you're hittin' it)
I said

[Verse]
That ain't really why I started
Often in life, I’m really just guarded
Fuck all that money and fame I’ve been talking
You’d understand if you in my shoes, walking
Looking around
I’m feeling I let you down
I’m feeling I’m changing my sound (Look)
Maybe I gotta just bounce
Fo' a second
Let me tell you why I’m stressin’
Don’t know who to be
Thought I was a better me
That's just not it, truthfully
Feeling like I’m losin’ me
What the hell I do to me?
Really this so new to me
Please promise don’t look at me (Look)
Sometimes gotta check yo' self
Rebuild and wreck yo' self
Shoulda never bought that belt
Shoulda put it back in my music
But I was just going through it
Power, I tend to abuse it
Myself, I often lose it
I’ve been fake and you knew it
Feeling like I blew it
Now I got a new hit, new hit
If I’m gonna flex my highs
Gotta showcase when I’m low
I just pray, one day, that I really blow
Coming right back to the real me, doh
They just wanna see how the story unfold
I control the narrative and how that go
They just wanna talk, but they don’t know
All them days was freezing cold
C-oh-oh-old
I’ve been an asshole
And I’ve been a douchebag
Still, I'ma rap tho
But not about cool swag
Need more substance back in my music, I will just say
Sometimes we get a lil lost in order to find our way
Bad thoughts, attention in my mind I should never go and pay
But I fall victim all the time, I did earlier today
Aye
What does that mean?
The dream that you chasing is not what it seems
The older I get, it's not about cream
But the people I love and building a team
Talking connection
Now that is the blessing
No question, the lesson in all of this
Up late all the time, just writing my lists
Tomorrow, I rap and go and get pics
Maybe send emails and work on a mix
Staying too positive, I will not diss
I am too talented, my voice is crisp
It's so
Silky smooth
I got a lot more just to prove
Don't wanna talk now, baby, not in the mood
Give me some time and I'ma move
I'ma hit the mountains
Keep on going, chasing your dreams, and just never doubt it
Who is you doubting?
Not me
You cannot stop me
Top me
I am the best
In the east and the west
Who testing the rest?
My words is my flex
You get success
When you do you
I’m wise like guru
Lil Marco, who knew?
Same kid but the shoes new
Now they all wanna do you
Like do you
Said

[Outro]
They playin' them games (Playin' them games)
And that is a shame (And that is a shame)
'Cause all the time, I been lost in my brain (Oh, in my–)
They playin' them games (Playin' them games)
And that is a shame (And that is a shame)
'Cause all the time, I been lost in my brain (Oh, in my brain)