[Verse 1]
I've got some friends hooked on fentanyl
Faded, but they're sayin' that they're sober, I don't get involved
Hard to judge if you let 'em fall
What do you say when you feel you've said it all?
And I don't wanna die yet, but I know how I get
When I'm all in my head, wonderin' if I'm next
I started feeling anxious when I get too close
I've been tryna hide it better, but that shit still shows
Got a demon in my pocket 'cause it gets me high
Everybody's tryna kill each other right outside
Should I go out, too?
Nah, I'll just stay in my room
[Chorus]
With all thе words I never said
And things I nevеr did
And told you I would
And all the friends I'm gonna miss
'Cause they couldn't handle it
[Verse 2]
I got some friends hooked on Adderall
Faded, but they say it's just to get ahead, they in control
It's not a problem if you're still productive, right?
And if it's working, who the fuck am I to judge it? Ayy
Everyone depressed, all pretending they aren'
Like that's the new wave, so
I don't know if the ones I love are fucked up until it's too late, yeah
Some have overdosed, others don't, but won't grow and die of old age, yeah
I just wish I knew what we got into before everything changed
Lookin' outside, I'm like, "Fuck it," I try to be part of the plan in your loving society
Until I found out it's all been a lie and the primary cause of my growing anxiety
Gotta get high to be cool with the fact my generation is doomed
I don't wanna play this game, I just stay in my room
[Chorus]
With all the words I never said
And things I never did
And told you I would
And all the friends I'm gonna miss
'Cause they couldn't handle it
Stuck in my head again
With words that I never said
And things that I never did
And told you I would
The time is still better spent just thinkin' of friends I miss
'Cause they couldn't handle it, I wish that you could
Now I don't wanna wake up when I don't know what to say
Yeah, and I don't wanna go outside if I won't see you today
Now I don't wanna wake up when I don't know what to say
Yeah, and I don't wanna go outside if I won't see you today
[Outro]
I got some friends hooked on fentanyl
Gettin' faded, but they're sayin' that they're sober, I don't get involved
Hard to judge if you let 'em fall
What do you say when you feel you've said it all?
FENTANYL was written by Ekoh.
FENTANYL was produced by Matty Beats & Cvrt Martin.