I don’t wanna grow up anymore

[Verse 1]
I don't know which way to go now
What's the point when nobody cares about me?
I hate walking down this street
I keep staring at my feet 'cause I'm scared that they look at me
And they'll see my face
I can't explain why I'm feeling this way
But I know I'm hurting
I don't know what I'm learning
What the fuck am I learning?

[Bridge]
'Cause I fucked up
I fucked it
Rather run away than confront it
All the past times I said that I loved it
Now I've grown up it's disgusting
[x2]

[Verse 2]
It's just me, myself and I
Tryna figure out my life
I don't care about the others
Why the fuck should I reply?
I'm so sick of this shit
Sometimes I wish I could die
I'm so scared of growing up and dealing with a normal life

[Verse 3]
I don't know what to do
When there is nothing in my view
I don't havе a planned career
I don't even havе a clue
Just my blood, sweat and tears
I've been searching hard for years
I'm so scared of waking up and finding that my time is near

[Bridge]
Why is everything in my life so hard?
I can't even see the stars in the dark
I can only see the scars in my heart
My heart
[x2]