Kill Her Freak Out is the lead single from Samia’s second album, Honey. First teased on social media on August 22nd 2022 through an acoustic performance, a snippet of the studio version of the track was posted on September 13th 2022, accompanied by footage from the official music video.
[Verse 1]
They're gonna have a baby
I'm thinking about Texas
I dreamt I was pregnant
I woke up with my guard down
You were next door with Gigi
Cocktails for breakfast
Walking her groceries back to the main house
You kissed her fragile hands in the sunlight
Cried in my arms and woke up in the backyard
And when you get passive, I like to imagine
You listening to worship songs on your iPod
[Chorus]
I've never been this bad
Can I tell you something?
I've never felt so unworthy of loving
I hope you marry the girl from your hometown
And I'll fucking kill her
And I'll fucking freak out
[Verse 2]
I've got a letter still in my backpack
It's from the St. Paul Police Department
They wanna give me my state ID back
They gave me a number, but I haven't called it
Remember we searched all night when I lost it?
I thought about lying when I found my passport
'Cause I would've stayed kinda drunk and afraid
In your room 'til I died in your room if you asked for it
[Chorus]
I've never been this bad
Can I tell you something?
I've never felt so unworthy of loving
I hope you marry the girl from your hometown
And I'll fucking kill her
And I'll fucking freak out
Kill Her Freak Out was written by Samia.
Kill Her Freak Out was produced by Caleb Wright.
Samia released Kill Her Freak Out on Tue Sep 27 2022.
I wrote ‘Kill Her Freak Out’ at my loneliest and most delusional. I’d been quieting my true feelings for fear that someone would leave. The chorus is a reaction to constantly downplaying the emotions that felt wrong; it was cathartic to say the opposite of what I’d been saying for so long to this pe...