Repentance

[Verse 1]
I been thinking bout joining Heaven's Gate, raise your glass or cup
If Hale Bopp is passing low, then I won't ever pass it up
My passive aggressive really been acting up
I been stuck in my head, in the past and such
Type of thoughts make you wan scream "enough"
Tired of all these people talking
How far down the rabbit hole have I gotten
I don't speak like my teeth are all rotten
Don't need that gold, I don't like to glisten
Listen, please, I just need forgiveness
I might bleed, that feels like a cleansing
Don't need green, I see it's all crimson
One more L could shatter my vision, Lord
I feel destroyed
So tell who's telling the end of my story
If not the boy

[Chorus]
I really don't ask for help
If I may bleed then leave me be
It's not for you
I let it all fall down on me
In search of home, I took a drink
To see the truth

[Verse 2]
Brand new vision, it's doubled and blurry
If lights at the end then why shouldn't I hurry
A Heaven Gate shot, I'm angelically Curry
If anything's wrong, there is no need to worry
Precarious balance, I blow with the wind
Pisa or Babylon hinging on sin
If he did it once, he could do it again
Thunder sounds in the distance
I apologize if I'm distant
Looking for feelings and all of them missing
Same with the friends so excuse me for tripping
I saw the comet and thought about dipping
Then figured that Heaven wouldn't let this git in
They warned me about all the teeth I been gritting
I haven't been speaking, just thinking on endings

[Chorus]
I really don't ask for help
If I may bleed then leave me be
It's not for you
I let it all fall down on me
In search of home, I took a drink
To see the truth

[Verse 3]
It's been about 3 lives, tell me where my Moirai
Rolling they dice just to see where I land
They been binding my hands and killing my plans
One foot in the grave, that's the devil's dance
Brand new rodeo, a whole new stance
I lost my groove, I need a new band
Never had moves, I'd rather just stand
Would sing the blues if I could but I can't
Never was satisfied by the words I wrote
Always fantasize 'bout the braided rope
Maybe Hale Bopp was my only hope
My only hope, now I may never know
Never know

[Chorus]
I really don't ask for help
If I may bleed then leave me be
It's not for you
I let it all fall down on me
In search of home, I took a drink
To see the truth