​push me / dead inside (demo)

[Verse 1]
Fuck, first word that came to my tongue
Mom didn't raise me a chonge
Get it, get it
I ain't gon' change for you, folks
Get out my face or get jumped

[Pre-Chorus]
This is the anthem for the kids who can't get out of bed
'Cause of all your bad thoughts you can't get out your head
You'd rather be alone and cancelled on your friends
While staring at your phone and wishing you were them, I'm numb
Is that cliché, is that cliché?
Let me think about it
I'm numb, I can't see straight
Life's a replay, someone get me out of it

[Chorus]
Push me, shove me, just punch me
I just wanna feel something
I'm not scared to die, I'm not scared to die, look
Break me, crush me, it's nothing
Trust me, I love it, I want it
I'm not scared to die, I'm already dead inside

[Verse 2]
What? First what I said when I swear
Mom didn't mentor us to the square
Get it, get it
If I offend you I dare you to ask me if I even care

[Pre-Chorus]
This is the anthem for the kids who can't get out of bed
'Cause of all your bad thoughts you can't get out your head
You'd rather be alone and cancelled on your friends
While staring at your phone and wishing you were them, I'm done
Is that cliché, is that cliché?
Don't need to think about it
You better trust
To what we say, to what we say
Don't need to think about it

[Chorus]
Push me, shove me, just punch me
I just wanna feel something
I'm not scared to die, I'm not scared to die, look
Break me, crush me, it's nothing
Trust me, I love it, I want it
I'm not scared to die, I'm already dead inside

[Outro]
I'm not scared to die, I'm not scared to die, look
I'm not scared to die, I'm already dead inside