Ascension

I remember the first time I caught your eye
Do you remember girl?
You took me by the feet
Dropped me to my knees
Can’t you remember girl?
You play with me ease
Just leave me in peace
Revolver
But no matter what I always come around for ya

Yeah it’s just about the art
But you know baby it’s not true
All these lies I wanted to tell
To come after you
You were in me before I knew
So baby what to do
And even mama knew
So I’m wondering
What do I do

When there comes a day when I fall
I’ll be sure to say I had it all
When death comes my way
I’ll live him out live him out
Carve my name to fame
I’ll never die never die

Wishing that I was in the brink of success
Fuck around still have all the excess
Fuck around still get all the bitches
See the pictures
I stay relentless
Got a new girl yeah I got a mistress
Baby looking mean cause she got the thickness
Watch her please me as I stack my riches
Bout to blow your head fo’ the beat switches
Wanna say all this
Wanna be the baddest
Wanna talk the hardest
Wanna greet the madness
I want to be about it
Imma let you know it ain’t fair
Yeah you’ll say you knew me
That we were homies
Tell me was that the case
Ill be swimmin in money
Chilling with honeys
Bitch better know your place

When there comes a day when I fall
I’ll be sure to say I had it all
When death comes my way
I’ll live him out live him out
Carve my name to fame
I’ll never die never die

Now and then I close my eyes
And look inside this mind of mine
Trying to find the truth behind my drive
I don’t know see where it lies
Maybe money
Maybe pussy
Maybe glory is what I seek
Yet what do they mean
When moths feed and crows call on me
Scared to die with none to cry
So need to scar the world by night
Would this fill my void in life
Or am I clearly loosing sight
Maybe I should reconsider
Take break
And chill a while
Kill some time and rest my mind and learn what life is really bout
You know my teachers told me don’t be a fool and chase obscene dreams
I don’t really want to be 40
And still be fooled by dreams daily
Ima set the bar low
Might as-well go ahead and call fold
Now that I’m not taking off
Might as well go ahead and find a girl

Now that I’m
Letting go
Imma need someone to hold
To trust, to lust, to just
Bear it all
Maybe I’ve found her
Maybe I’ve always known
She’s the one
Only one
I’ve never felt this before

Oh oh I want you
Oh oh I need you