Zero waste

Changing colors of my skin from the pills I don't want to take
You're so violent, transparency is all I have
My lil lil baby girl

Hanging in the loop but the loop breaks by itself
Saw a pearl in you but failed to open the shell
I
I am so rubbish and I know you are zero waste
Mirror in blood I want to get out of hell

I'am so rubbish and I knw you are zero waste
And I also know this bitter taste
Other side only place u want me to take myself
I come to you to cry on bloody hands
Know you hate me but that's the only way
These pills are my sunset now
You don't even care
Go fuck yoursеlf im gonna die here anyway