Zenitsu Rap: Summer Rain

[Verse 1]
They appear in the night
They're here for my life
The fear's like lightning
Sears in the fright
I want to make one thing clear if I might
I'm no hero, I'm a sparrow in flight

No I'm no shield, I'm surreal in a fight
Feel like a fraud with the steel in my right
But I hear the advice of my sensei
And the shame is the only thing that's real in my life

What are you doing
You're running away
I'm sorry, I know, but I gotta keep moving
You're coming of age

You're the defender, serving a people at home and afraid
I'm a pretender, I don't deserve to be
I don't deserve to be holding this blade

I don't deserve anything
Shouldn't really be living on top of the earth
No, what are you doing, you're giving, you're giving
And what am I doing, I'm making it worse

Clinging to life like it's something of value
Why don't I value the time that I spend in it
I swear that I'm more than the demons I face
But I struggle to think of some faces more imminent

[Pre-Chorus 1]
I'm a nuisance
I'm a liability
Why do you waste your
Time with me

[Chorus]
Tell me why am I hiding, when the lightning shines again
Tell me I'm a survivor, oh, tell me I will live
Tell me how to learn what the hell I'm doing here
I belong in the thunder, but I want to feel the summer rain descend upon my skin

[Verse 2]
Selfish I know to develop a side of me
I can embellish inside of me quietly
Out of my element, dwell in anxiety
Tell em I'm yellow, to hell with the irony

I never excel in a fellowship, lie to me
If you prefer, but be sure that your piety
Isn't deserved, I'm a burden, disquieting
Sure but I'm learning my worth in society

I'm sort of a fake, sort of a whelp
I'm sort of a vacant mourner to help
Scorned when I take the sword I've been dealt
But nobody hates me more than myself

I'm covered in stains and horrible welts
The boar is deranged, ignoring my health
But nobody hates me more than myself
Nobody hates me more than myself

[Pre-Chorus 2]
I'm a lost cause
Not even a tragedy
Why do you waste your
Time with me

[Bridge]
I'm sort of a fake, sort of a whelp
I'm sort of a vacant mourner to help
Scorned when I take the sword I've been dealt
But nobody hates me more than myself

I'm covered in stains and horrible welts
A storm in the brain, no more to be felt
But nobody hates me more than myself
Nobody hates me more than myself

[Chorus]
Tell me why am I hiding, when the lightning shines again
Tell me I'm a survivor, oh, tell me I will live
Tell me how to learn what the hell I'm doing here
I belong in the thunder, but I want to feel the summer rain descend upon my skin

Tell me why am I hiding, when the lightning shines again
Tell me I'm a survivor, oh, tell me I will live
Tell me how to learn what the hell I'm doing here
I belong in the thunder, but I want to feel the summer rain descend upon my skin