Zenith

[INTRO]
(M—M—Massive, massive, massive, massive, massive, massive)
Saint Sleep, the Hikikomori CEO

[NOGOODNIK]
Deadened senses to the code reds, redefine the hurt
I'm stuck in circles reading lines in perpetuity
Feelin cornered, over heating over eating
Beat myself into submission then pretend the hurt is new to me
Only seek my validation in nudity
Self employed self hatе is a full time I do it dutifully
Only thought, underwater, ovеrwhelming urge
To take every setback as the newest cue to leave
Been held together with duct tape and well wishes
Well well well if it isn’t the hell that I can't sell my writtens
Even if the musics love
I'm still stricken that this might just be a side story
I'll one day tell my children
Another day I wake to sunny brick walls
And memories of everything I didn't finish yesterday
Already like 27 steps behind
I don't think I'll join the 27 club till I'm like 35

[VENTING PALACE]
Blocking out the sun and now my vision going blank
Everybody nodding off, world’s feeling like the tranq
Tryna fix my problems with a ratchet and a crank
So indebted, baby, threw a temper tantrum in the bank
Putting forks inside the gears, I'ma stop you in your tracks
Started bleeding from my ears but this song just made a stack
Pillie popping veteran, my ego starts to crack
On the field, frontlines, I’m the first to take the flak

[SAINT SLEEP]
Elastic man my hands they span
Across a world to wrap it up and crush it up, I'm such a fuck up
Couldn't climb the first step to the 12 step program
And I study and I cram to pass with flying colors
But a bird that's grounded finds the skies outside depressing
Isn't it when things are different are the scariest?
Embarrassed just to tell my people that I'm jealous
Said it once, said it twice
I don't do things outta love do it outta spite
Nothing makes no sense, I'm always getting chained to vice
And I apologize but know its not enough
Let the chains tug (Not enough)
Infernal engine letting off a buzz
Use my grief over what I did to fuel the flame
Things will never be the same yet I always wish they were
Late at night I toss and turn inbetween two ferns
Have no courage to determine what I learned

[VENTING PALACE]
Blocking out the sun and now my vision going blank
Everybody nodding off, world’s feeling like the tranq
Tryna fix my problems with a ratchet and a crank
So indebted, baby, threw a temper tantrum in the bank
Putting forks inside the gears, I'ma stop you in your tracks
Started bleeding from my ears but this song just made a stack
Pillie popping veteran, my ego starts to crack
On the field, frontlines, I’m the first to take the flak