ZEN till OMEGA

Today my moral compass turns
In a direction where no one concerns
But as trouble stems from east to west
Will it lead me to where my comfort yearns?

Ohhhh now

Shouldn't I look alive with a sky this blue
When heavens what he made us for?
Shouldn't I never feel lost or alone
The universe is all one home
When the world fogs up your lens
Maybe its to make it all blend
And find some type of balance till the end

Oh

Zen till ah zen till ah zen till omega
Zen till ah zen till ah zen till omega
Zen till ah zen till ah zen till omega
Zen till ahhhhhh

It’s human nature to resist
What we don’t know, they call it bliss
Attempts to recreate the past
Tend to fail all while right here the future lives eternally

Shouldn't I look alive with a sky this blue
When heavens what he made us for?
Shouldn't I never feel lost or alone
The universe is all one home
When the world fogs up your lens
Maybe its to make it all blend
And find some type of balance till the end

Oh

Zen till ah zen till ah zen till omega
Zen till ah zen till ah zen till omega
Zen till ah zen till ah zen till omega
Zen till ahhhhhh

In search of a center force up in this pendulum swing
I stabilize and contemplate things to the seventh degree
Like messages where Gods intent was it be sent out through me
What if he tried to stimulate my intellect as I breathe
At a time where I was too stubborn to exhale you know
As men we hold sh*t in internal pressure stretch out our souls
Why live ya life in vein when you could use the almighty vessel?
See through it all I found the yin and yang cause all life is special
I found zen in having to work through sunrise and through sunset
Zen ain't peace its discipline I'm even calm when I'm upset
I found zen in my grandmothers having 7 children in total
That with Caribbean parent standards never really hit quota
Now I been gassed up to secure redemption seven times over
They gave me toys and in return dependent on me for joy
Trynna make y'all content through school where odds just not in my favor
Even found zen in me expressing this coming off as ungrateful
A year ago is when I lost a lot of passion for music
As an observer of my prior pursuits you would ask to construe this
Maybe it came from the realization music is business
And all this time I was venting never made no use of a witness
Maybe I been shamed by fam like you never know
To the point my confidence is too damaged to self promote
Maybe the sh*t I wanted at 15 doesn’t matter at 25
Maybe I made up that excuse to let pressure go
Maybe my fam only got one success story
And anything outside of that would make them all skeptical
Causing them to ignore how I actually struggle with academics
So doin' somethin' I could fail in verse sh*t I was naturally gifted
Makes sense but uhh deep values I made dense
Found zen, and lost hate my 6th 7th and 8th sense
I’m sayin' f*ck all that drama yo I’m good
The present tense goes faster than time could
Found zen in not being picture perfect
They advertise an image but never tell you what the image worth is
And sittin' nervous over what you can’t control isn’t worth it
Just give it all to the man above and then get to workin'
I found zen in life and all the sh*t that lies with the subject
Zen ain’t peace it’s discipline I’m even calm when I’m upset
F*ck the devil trynna change me I’ll be zen till omega
Stabilizing all the bull till I ascend with the great one

Zen till ah zen till ah zen till omega
Zen till ah zen till ah zen till omega
Zen till ah zen till ah zen till omega
Zen till ahhhhhh