[Chorus]
I'm alive right now by your side
I don't know what I can do right
I'm off two Xans, I'm a different person
Thought it would get better but it's worse and
I want it to be perfect, I know that it can
It hurts more than you understand
[Verse]
I wash it away
Wish I could wash away my face
I don't need shit anyways
I'm tryna find my own way
When I turned eighteen, shit was different
I thought everything would come my way
And if I should be honest, I don't listen
It's very hard to stay away
Walking around off two beans
Boysnightsout, it's all on the big screen
[Chorus]
I'm alive right now by your side
I don't know what I can do right
I'm off two Xans, I'm a different person
Thought it would get better but it's worse and
I want it to be perfect, I know that it can
It hurts more than you understand
I'm alive right now by your side
I don't know what I can do right
I'm off two Xans, I'm a different person
Thought it would get better but it's worse and
I want it to be perfect, I know that it can
It hurts more than you understand
I'm alive right now by your side
I don't know what I can do right