Youth

[Intro: Isis Hernandez]
Vodka may burn my throat but the thought of you burns my mind
I'd rather blackout than have to stare at empty hands that once held yours

[Verse 1]
Wake up in the morning
Grab my pick, a pair of dirty Vans
Eliminate the thought of ever making any plans
Because if I do I know my niggas gonna flake
That's why all my friends are bitches cause they way less fake
I got some problems, and they really need solving
But it's not like it matters, my generation's evolving
I'll just be crazy till they put the nails in the coffin
Got all these tears on my pillow, you feel it moisten, soften
You can relate when I say it's hard to put on a smile
Be at the edge of breaking down even if it's not a while
I be spitting 'bout my ambition for cake stockpile
I be spitting sicker than you when you cough up bile
No luck with friendships, relationships, or self-esteem
Fake it, walking like I'm the baddest nigga you ever seen
And people wonder why I'm never really on the phone
To sum it up, man, I guess I need to be alone

[Hook]
And this the soundtrack to my youth
When it come to myself, I just don't know what to do
And this the soundtrack to my youth
Tell me who it represent, represent me and you
And this the soundtrack to my youth
When it come to myself, I just don't know what to do
And this the soundtrack to my youth
Tell me who it represent, represent me and you

[Verse 2]
I ain't playing no games, I don't fuck with you lames
My shit is co' and the 'caine, cause I be flowing insane
Man I just turned sixteen, and now I'm realizing
I need to be about as selfish as the bitch who left me
Because everybody take advantage when you're acting humble
Then they don't care to check up on you when you fucking stumble
People really thinking I can't tell when they are lying
Put my trust in just one nigga
Bitch you guessed it, it's Orion
I can picture that nigga be cheesing when he hear this shit
Mostly cause like everybody else relate to it
Fuck a pussy poser talking shit and thinking that it's lit
Turning up to Future but they never popped a Percocet
I found my patience in a girl and she going to college
Like a reflection cause we both have unusual mileage
And people wonder why I'm never really at my home
To sum it up, man, I guess I need to be alone

[Hook]
And this the soundtrack to my youth
When it come to myself, I just don't know what to do
And this the soundtrack to my youth
Tell me who it represent, represent me and you
And this the soundtrack to my youth
When it come to myself, I just don't know what to do
And this the soundtrack to my youth
Tell me who it represent, represent me and you

[Verse 3]
I'm just now realizing I'm crazy
People come in and out my life, it's just how things have been lately
Trying to get O's in my bank account so I'm making music insanely
You were in my future picture but now the photo so grainy
And I love when the day's rainy
I don't ever really smoke weed
The paranoia and headache pain is something that I don't need
They love to beat me when I look beaten like I'm Apollo Creed
Word to Big Snoop and the Trap Wiz cause I'm a young, wild, and free
At least that's what I think
I was born disadvantaged
No silver spoon and I have to prove my skin color's hard to manage
But when a white girl comes around know that I'll fuck a bitch like a savage
On the real though, they not interested cause I am not living lavish
And I'm really not fantastic
I'm not a fan of a couple bitches, I'm not a fan of a couple niggas
There's always one to ruin things for you, pay attention to the pick of the litter
Flow sweeter than an apple fritter
All my niggas watch Adventure Time and we fitted by Urban Outfitters
No remorse for the game because a young nigga really be a heavy hitter
The quality of my competition sound worse than a spark transmitter
Not afraid to admit a nigga flamboyant write my name in glitter
They love to walk all over me cause they be babies, I'm a babysitter
A babysitter and a born sinner, bitch

[Hook]
And this the soundtrack to my youth
When it come to myself, I just don't know what to do
And this the soundtrack to my youth
Tell me who it represent, represent me and you
And this the soundtrack to my youth
When it come to myself, I just don't know what to do
And this the soundtrack to my youth
Tell me who it represent, represent me and you

[Outro: Susan Gomez]
Hey, Solomon, umm
I'm just calling to check on you... again
I'm still waiting for that call back
It's been a couple weeks, I haven't seen you at school
I even asked Amethyst and Qel, they said they couldn't get a hold of you either
I'm getting a little worried, we all are
I mean, I haven't seen you since you disappeared after the party
Where are you? Like what could you be doing right now?
Solomon, what's going on?
Listen, I have to go... It'd be great to hear from you
You know if you need anything I'm here for you
I hope you're okay
Bye