Your Last Regret

[Verse 1]
Set my diploma on fire
Front flip off the fucking stage
Drownin' in champagne, blasting T-Pain down the interstate
Windows tinted with hidden plates
No license, but I still drive
Cruisin' down the 95'
Drivin' over 85'
Don't go to Shield Driving, that nigga tried to scam my mom
600 bucks for no lessons how that nigga got a job?
(Pacino)
Wanna be a kid forever
Don't wanna work never
I don't wanna move, I just want you by my side
Xanax pills slow down my life
Forget about my problems off the pints
Take so much that I'll die tonight
Wake up disappointed I'm still alive
How much more do I need to take this time?

[Verse 2]
I don't even know if I wanna die
I'm just so tired of lifе
Throw myself into the fire and I don't look back
Evеn if I did, no one's looking back
Time moves on without me
I'm left in abyss
Got no one to trust, got no one to love
Slowly losing air
Shortening my breathes
Slowly losing rest
Sun shinin' on my wrist
Dive right in
In the sea, sinking slowly
Going so deep, mind feels weak, and my lungs feel tight
Close my eyes and watch it fade to white
Water gets darker the more I go under
My mind begins to panic and I start to wonder, "Where I went wrong?"
I don't even know
I got addicted to pills and addicted to hoes
To the point where I can’t go on no more
Won't get help, cause I can't help myself
Pills in the bottle sitting on the shelf
Watched as my wishes went right down the well
I swear at first I just meant well
Now the whole world can see how far I fell
Feel so numb and I feel so empty
Tryna find a reason to care about something
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