your heart

[Verse 1]
Sometimes I hate myself
Then I start to think
Is the light that lives inside of me
Within my reach?
Sometimes I hurt my health
Then I take a seat
And try to change how I see
The world around me

[Chorus]
Still alive
When I don't know where You are
Hindsight
Says nothing's gonna tear us apart
Even though I'm breaking Your heart
When I'm
In my pride
Standing at the edge of the dark
Your light
Brings me back to where You start
Even though I'm breaking Your heart

[Verse 2]
When I walk through hell
It's all I can see
But the war within me changes
When I scrape my knees
I just wanna find it
The silver lining
Let a little light in
When my mind is
Seeing things that only ever leave me blind

[Chorus]
Still alive
When I don't know where You are
Hindsight
Says nothing's gonna tear us apart
Even though I'm breaking Your heart
When I'm
In my pride
Standing at the edge of the dark
Your light
Brings me back to where You start
Even though I'm breaking Your heart

[Post Chorus]
Even though I'm breaking Your heart

[Bridge]
I just want to find it
The silver lining
Let a little light in
When my mind is
Seeing things that only ever leave me blind
I wanna quit sliding
I'm misguided
God, I'm really trying
No more hiding
The part of me that only ever bleeds me dry

[Chorus]
Still alive
When I don't know where You are
Hindsight
Says nothing's gonna tear us apart
Ohh-oh-oh
Even though I'm breaking Your heart
When I'm
In my pride
Standing at the edge of the dark
Your light
Brings me back to where You start
Even though I'm breaking Your heart

[Post Chorus]
Even though I'm breaking Your heart