Young truth

[Verse 1]

Once upon a time i were always out the house
Now I wake in the morning to the same view of grass
I never leave my room, it's straight booze and fags
But leave when i'm forced cause i hate my mum sad
Different type of guy when you see me in the net
Then you meet me face to face and you're questioning my rep
Don't blame them man at all just a voice in my head
"I can't do this no more", well that's what it said
So i stay in my bed but never sleep, how ironic
They kept away the names cause i know that i'm Psychotic
Throwback to the days, i were captain and iconic
Now you see me running field cause my counsellor's annoying
Three years down the drain
Three years i'll never gain
I had to try music, couldn't get it out my brain
Then when i did, they couldn't relate
They thought i were insane
And they thought i were lying till i'm dying cause of shame
I ain't in this for the money
I ain't in this for the fame
Man ive got neither
Apart from what i claim
17 and claiming P
Not many man's the same
How do you think i got a laptop, mic and booze throughout the day
It's all gone into waste to the point i can't take it
Writing bars to the point now i think, forget it
Cause i wait for Khaled in my inbox like, "let's get it"
With the finger to the man who said that i would never make it
But i guess i can forget it, this whole scenes fucked
And yeah i opened up but i didn't know who to trust
I kicked back on the Xbox, quick game on rust
And thought modern war's fair cause i don't care who i hunt
So where is the love?
Or is every man a target
Wanna play with fire then my life's on the market
I should probs go church, then collaborate with Charlotte
Cause my heart beats music but i still feel heartless
I know there's no multi's and the flow ain't smooth

[Hook]

I know there's no multi's and the flow ain't smooth
But this is from the heart man and that is the truth
You want man to get grimey and ill take off the roof
I had to get this out when i stepped in the booth

[Verse 2]

I feel like a muck, I'm not done
This is fucked
Chatting online gal up man i feel like a slut
Tryna' form a friendship, i were down in the dumps
They're all older than me too, this is killing me bruv

Last relationship were mint, why did i let it get destroyed
Every time i saw her it was sommet i enjoyed
Were she really flirting, or were i paranoid
And when i heard a beep i had the need to check her android (argh)
Check on that
I watch Jezza Kyle, like give it 10 years fam
Yet i still want a mansion, car, wife and a cat
And then be turning up to shows in a blacked out cab
Rah that't that
Can a kid not dream, yeah i said kid
I'm still 17
But i could be an OAP with the shit that I've seen (argh)
Shit that I've seen
Hope you never have to see this, never have to re-read this
Hope you never cut your wrists i remember i were bleeding
Hope you stay in school cause there's no point in leaving
And to those men who are working fam i hope you be exceeding

[Chorus]

Now i'm pleading that you hear cause that is the truth
Yeah I'm only young fam but that is the truth
Wrote in 24 hours cause that is the truth
And I've got better shit coming now, that is the truth