You Wouldn’t Understand

First Verse:
Yeah
Sick and tired about to clip the wire
Hold the fucking gasoline
And light this bitch on fire
No emotions in my body
I can never feel
I never listen to your words
Cause they're not real
How many muthafuckas
Really picking up the phone
If I tell em
That I got a gun to my fuckin dome
I never hear an hear an answer
So you never get replies
Don't even cry
When you found out
That I probably died
Hocus pocus
That's the magic
Of the motion
I'm turning up the volume
I'm trying to drown out
The commotion
I'm moving in slow motion
As my world it spins around
I'm getting up too quick
I think
I'll fall back on the ground
It's better here
Cause I don't even see
No one around
The rain
Is starting to fall
I think I'll sleep
Under the clouds
Forget a beer
Ima chug
This big bottle
Of crown
Until I'm passing out
And all my thoughts
Are emptied out
Forget it
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Hook:
Cause I ain't got nobody to talk to
With all the shit I'm going through
I fight it by myself
And sometimes
They just really don't want you
So you fight it by yourself
Cause I ain't got nobody to talk to
With all the shit I'm going through
I fight it by myself
And when your times up
And they really want you
You're gonna die by yourself
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Second Verse:
I hope you're happy
That I'm feeling pain
And if it makes you smile
I feel like this
It's everyday
You wanna see me broken down
Well congratulations
I fight depression
And anxiety
The sadness waiting
A lot of things that I accomplished
But what is the cost
I'm feeling lost
Trapped
Inside of a damn fog
I cannot trust anybody
Cause they dont tell the truth
I'm calling you a liar
But I'm aiming at my room
Hit myself
In the back of the head
And now you're happy
Cause I know
That you was wishing
I'm dead
And it's sad
Cause I'm just trying
To be a good person
But the way that this shit is turning
I don't think that it's worth it
My life's not perfect
But I can understand
The perspective
That you get
When you look at me
Because I'm keeping you guessing
But here's the truth
I'm feeling empty
And I just wanna end it
I've got so many fucked up memories
I just can't forget it
I'm by myself
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Hook:
Cause I ain't got nobody to talk to
With all the shit I'm going through
I fight it by myself
And sometimes
They just really don't want you
So you fight it by yourself
Cause I ain't got nobody to talk to
With all the shit I'm going through
I fight it by myself
And when your times up
And they really want you
You're gonna die by yourself