You Will Know

[Verse 1: Sha Stimuli]
The first time I did it, I felt like a stupid lil' kid tryna' get it
After 20 minutes, 300 hundred dollars in my pocket
I was quitting that job that I had the day before
Dog, I was making more money in a day then I made in two weeks
But I felt to weak, at night I would lose sleep
Be conversing with a person, and hearing this dude speak
He looked like an average guy, then I see his ass get high
As he was walking away, I wanted to ask him why
But my position is simply, it's just demand, supply
But I keep on imaging
The addicts that I see, is life that bad for them
Is breathing really stressing you, is being a mom that difficult
You gotta smoke some drugs to be calm, I'm doing no harm
There's no real excuse cause I'm wrong
But I feel better once I tell them put that loot in my palm and then I'm gone

[Verse 2: Sha Stimuli]
I seen my old coaches son
Duke used to play ball, waking up before the sun
Now he missing teeth, talking to me, showing gums
Trying to act like he ain't using (??) with a (??)
Maybe I'm dumb
Maybe they're living the life, being strong
Maybe there addiction is something they really love
And I'm supposed to find mine, or maybe I made that up
I'm on the grind, made my mind