You Wanna

I'm just banking on
This all paying off
But the irony is in taking off
In the public eye its a golden shot
If the lightening strikes will I catch it twice
What the stats say
I listen halfway
Nagging me half to death bout my fail safes
But I made promises I wouldn’t ever reach for
You hit your peak too early now you want to sit out
But listen there no exit
Second best guess is weaponizing your stress
Warm welcome to the hive
Prone to jinxing what's next
A lost article to time
Tunic in the trunk, only carry My findings
Hard to let go of the circus in mind
I hear thе playback, mastery has taken its toll
Learning lеssons like it ain't nothing
But later I'm stuck
Still Sitting shoulder to shoulder
Converting trauma to gold whatever

Don't you wanna
Ease a little
Roll the cover
Kiss the sun up
Rise good morning
Why you wanna
Bum the part of
You that wants to live a little
Live a little live a little live a little
Please don't promise
I just wanna
Count the commas
Peace, no drama

It could all be so easy
But here I want to stick to my ways
The same ways that's prevented sleep for four months
But who’s keeping track at this point
Chamberlain scorecard keep it in sight
Got the name flashlight from skipping on dreams
Had a world full of hope where’d it go (where’d it go)
Bring it back (bring it back)
Send it home
Misery keeping close company
All my friends plant a seed
I don't know nothing bout what you teaching I get mine for free
Pulling rapper weed
There’s no playbook with these gadgets
You know Japanese?
Newest nominees star in all the comedies
Please don't bring up fragments of the struggle
Life is hard enough, two for one - make it double
You knew I could ball form is ugly but I’m trouble
Future got me swerving
Newest New York city, relocate to find my purpose
Love of my life staring me right down the barrel
Now its always scary hours, cornered acting feral
I can't get to dreaming in the ghetto asking

Don't you wanna
Ease a little
Roll the cover
Kiss the sun up
Rise good morning
Why you wanna
Bum the part of
You that wants to live a little
Live a little live a little live a little
Please don't promise
I just wanna
Count the commas
Peace, no drama