You’ve Got a Lot of Feelings

Truth keeps creeping into me
Slow and steady allergy
You're not the one I wanted
Not the one I haunted
Or thought that you would be

So I get down on both my knees

'Cause destiny has many hands
That never go according to our plans

But the reason that you're shaking
Isn't all the drugs you're taking
Just your body slowly breaking
Into song

There's a million things that I've done wrong
I've been alive for way too long

You've got a lot of feelings
Wrapped up inside
Bury me down
So deep in the ground

Still the boy you've always been
Ghost inside of younger skin
You try to change direction
But still your infection
Is opening your sins

That's really all it's ever been

So could it fit inside your head
To never let a stranger in your bed?

But the reason that you love her
Ignited spark that starts the fire
It's just the light you hang above her
Don't you know

There's a million people left to know
There's a million places left to go

You've got a lot of feelings
Wrapped up inside bury me down
So deep in the ground

(dance break)

And the thoughts just come at night
And don't leave me when I sleep
Just haunting shadows of the parts of me
I never want to keep
The parts that make me shudder when I sleep
Is this just the way it is
Is this what it has to be

Or could it be a new begining to that which ended years ago
A quiet night on the horizon
The sound of footsteps in the snow
The kind of love that only comes from being home with mom and dad
The kind of warmth that only comes from all the friends you ever had

So when the clock turns back to twelve
And we can't be by ourselves
We think over and over and over it's over it's over it's over
And then
If the sun can rise again
From your horrible split ends
We'll be tethered together forever and ever
And ever and ever as friends