You / up in the clouds

Sorry I don't mean to hurt you, I'm just scared
Us against the world, out there
I remember talking to you in my sleep
All I wanted was for you to comfort me

Is it wrong to feel what I feel?
Is it wrong to want to talk to you?
Is it wrong to pretend I don't know you?
Is it wrong to say nothing at all?

I listen to music that fills my soul
Overthink, rethink, to dream of hope
I don't think I'll ever forget your face
Backtrack, what's wrong if I fall from grace?

Is it wrong if I want to hug you?
Is it wrong if I never really spoke to you?
Is it wrong if I never say how I feel?
Is it wrong to see you think I don't care?

But I've been, up in the clouds
All I know, I'm not coming down
I've seen, everything now
And the people in my dreams will finally be proud

The streets, the busy life
The unique and those who hide but I
I found peace even though I tried
To hate myself for the bad things I've done

But I guess I need to rest my, head down my mind's a mess
I, can't sleep when I feel less, and I'm sorry if I have to confess that

That my heart's at peace and I'm finally clear
Wandering the streets in this atmosphere
Hoping to find someone who would appear
To try love me without any fear

If you come back, would you give me a call
My heart's a game and when we finally fall
It's yours to break it's you after all
While I drown in my alcohol