You tried to kill me, but i just gained thicker skin.

I met you in school I trusted you with my heart
You made me feel worthless and made me fall apart

Had issues back home nah you just called me a pussy
Can't take anymore you were metaphorically killing me

You broke my spirit every chance you could get
Every second spent with you is all I fucking regret
You left me to die in that gutter did you think I'd forget
Or when you hit me with baseball bats over my head

You made me feel like dirt and you made me feel ugly
I guess that I am your dirt cuz you've been stomping on me
So let the shitstorm rain cuz when the rainbow shines I'll be stronger from this pain
And I'll be in order and I'll be still sane

So throw your sticks and stones
Fuck it if they break my bones
I've learned to grasp the light
Even if I am alone

You were physically killing me you fuckboy
Did you think that you would get away with this fuckboy
I wish I could look you in the eyes still but your dead fuckboy
You stabbed me in my wrist you stupid fuckboy

I guess that explains backstabbing and what it truly means
Scars ridden on my skin from horrid memories

How I'm still alive is what amazes me
So much damage to my ribs and to my damn arteries
Had asthma even though I didn't technically
Had to carry round an inhaler cuz it was hard to breath

And then you put the barrel in your mouth and tried to blame me
You left me for dead and it's my fault for you hanging?

Fuck you. I have thicker skin