you_there? Lyrics
[Chorus]
Are you there?
I've been calling for a minute
Honestly I can't put down this bottle and just finish
Another fucking song or another fucking thought
I'm thinking 'bout the time we [?]
Telling ourselves that we're dying when it's really only me
I know I said a lotta shit but I don't wanna die
Twenty-one years, I'm so grateful I'm alive
If only I could get a chance to tell you I survived
[Verse 1]
I just wanna call you and tell you that I'm sorry
For all the stupid times that I always put you through
When you say "I love you", I really trust you that you do
My heart knows, but honestly it's hard to get through
My thick fucking skull, how I should've treated you
Instead I let [?] creep through, how you're doing me wrong
[?] waited for this moment
And when it finally came, I felt like we missed it
I tried to replace this feeling in my chest
With a bottle of booze, but I can't fill the rest
Like the letters that you carved in my heart that day
I still remember the feeling of the rain
As it clattered against my warm skin
Honestly I feel like I lost it, my humanity
I didn't wanna say it but I'm losing parts of me
I'm really glad to see you've been living happily
But the scars on my heart, they don't heal so easily
I feel like a ghost when I'm walking through the streets
The same ones that you took me down
Honestly it feels like I will never ever leave this town
[Bridge]
Everything you told me [?] I'll take it to the grave
I feel like a monster, I don't think I can be saved
If someone could destroy me, truthfully it would be great
But even though I still get crushed, I regenerate
[Chorus]
Are you there?
I've been calling for a minute
Honestly I can't put down this bottle and just finish
Another fucking song or another fucking thought
Thinking 'bout the time we [?]
Telling ourselves that we're dying when it's really only me
I know I said a lotta shit but I don't wanna die
Twenty-one years, I'm so grateful I'm alive
If only I could get a chance to tell you I survived
Are you there?
I've been calling for a minute
Honestly I can't put down this bottle and just finish
Another fucking song or another fucking thought
Thinking 'bout the time we [?]
Telling ourselves that we're dying when it's really only me
I know I said a lotta shit but I don't wanna die
Twenty-one years, I'm so grateful I'm alive
If only I could get a chance to tell you I survived