You’re Not There

I woke up in the morning
And my first thought was about you
I just can’t leave you in the past
Keep having the same dream
That my arm is around you
But I know deep down you’re never coming back

I’ll be fine
At least that’s what I keep telling myself
If I’m being honest with you I’m not doing well

‘Cause you’re in the sunrise and the sunset
You’re in the long nights in the silence
Sat at the kitchen table in an empty chair
You’re in the raindrops and the rainbows
You’re in the notes on my piano
I see your face in crowded places everywhere
But you’re not there

I wonder if you ever knew
How much I adored you
I must’ve said it about a million times
Wish I could say it again
Just so I could reassure you
That you were the best part of my whole life

I’m alright
I’ll just keep taking one day at a time
If I’m being honest you’ll always be on my mind

‘Cause you’re in the sunrise and the sunset
You’re in the long nights in the silence
Sat at the kitchen table in an empty chair
You’re in the raindrops and the rainbows
You’re in the notes on my piano
I see your face in crowded places everywhere

But you’re not there for me to lean on
You’re not there to hold me close
You’re not there for all the plans we made together

You’re not there for me to call you
When I need you here the most
There is an emptiness that goes and goes forever
‘Cause you’re not there