You’re Not Special

I read your text and waited to respond
To make it look like I haven't waited all day long
Or haven't watched your story
A few too many times
Or made up conversations between us in my mind
I stopped talking to
Any other guys
And I stayed up to text you and prioritize
I fantasized you
Into the love of my life
So I could let you make me cry

I should have treated you like everybody else
The only things you had are things I'm missing from myself
You're not special
You weren't special