You & Me

It's you & me, at least its supposed to be
But from my side I feel like im the one
Who wants some peace
I feel like im the one who prays & fights for hopeful dreams
But they've been broken & put back & now im in too deep

Pulse is racing, my heart beating
It can't skip no beats
So many pages filled with pain
That paint a painted screech

But it's fine, if that was true
Then i could get some sleep
Im half asleep when im awake
And never get to dream

If i could dream, I'd dream of us Together
That's on me
I'd drеam of you, I'd dream of things
I wish that we could be

But it's okay
I say that wholе fully
Each time I speak
It's you & me & weather real or not
I'll still believe

Is this Obsession ?
Well maybe, but its all love for me
Its more than that
Its a decision that i choose to keep

Im so conflicted
How I love somebody more than me
But more than that
All I want is Happy Memories

I plant my heart in the ground
I watch it whither look bleak
If that's the case
I guess that im the branch
& you just leave (Leaf)

But Maybe Lost, alone & sad is what im meant to be
Inside im trapped in a vivid memories of broken dreams

Im undecisive Im burdened
In seek of peace so i worship
Some broken idols with curses
So complicated too reckless

Alone and screaming im crying
I face my demons im trying
Im trying desperately aching
So fated ends, I would take it

If I could turn back the time, I'd choose a different route
I'd say the thoughts that I have & pray for different sounds
I always hide it, So I say it though these words
And when I sometimes try to speak
You get the text but not the words

Twisted deep within my mind
I barely gather words to speak
& try to go around the wrongs I left to right them all complete
You and me & I & You and Us
Been shattered & retrieved
As i fall into my darkness
All in all im incomplete