You Make Me Hate Myself The Most

[Chorus]
I’m so sick of being miserable
I’m so sorry to be cynical
I don’t know how to act when you are close I think you make me hate myself the most The most

[Verse 1]
Sometimes I say shit and it sucks
That don’t matter cause you don’t give a fuck about me, a fuck about
What don’t you wanna see, what don; you wanna se
I’ve been trying hard at living it up
I’ve been trying to get out of this rut
But you’re burying me you’re burying me
A lock with no key, wouldn’t you agree?
Took me two damn years just to sort myself out
Now I’m sleeping in and I’m stressing about my ways again It was looking up, now I’m looking behind
These days coming up look like they’ll suck again
To here knows when

[Chorus]
I’m so sick of being miserable
I’m so sorry to be cynical
I don’t know how to act when you are close I think you make me hate myself the most The most

[Verse 2]
And you
Make me drink too much cause I’m shy Now I don’t eat or go outside
Stay in my room and I just lie
Think about that night
Bridge
I’m so sick
I’m so sorry
I don’t know how to act I think make me hate

[Chorus]
I’m so sick of being miserable
I’m so sorry to be cynical
I don’t know how to act when you are close I think you make me hate myself the most The most