[Intro]
You know, you know, I know, I know
You know, you know, I know, I know
You know, you know, I know, I know
You know, you know, I know, I know
[Verse 1]
I know that I can't receive a message if you’re blocked in my phone
But you still don't pick up when you're stuck in your home
The atrocities, they done got to me, but I’m rocking shit, man I'm stoned
I'm not lost out here but I'm stumbling when I roam
If you gon' ride, then say you gon' ride for me and don't die for me inside
'Cause I’m not a pioneer, I can’t ride the feelings you hide
My own anxiety is compiling onto my life. Swear to God I can't rely on shit
So tell me again and again (again) how you have so little friends (no friends)
Where we gon’ go when this ends (this ends), hold up just wait a minute (okay)
You scare me again and again (again). Why don't you let yourself in?
Why not try making amends? 'Cause I don't know where to begin (okay)
[Bridge]
Following your own rules, you make me so mad
I’m target practice when I don't hit you back
I can feel everything you chose to unpack
Vicarious nature, I'm closer intact
[Verse 2]
I looked outside today
I seen the sun and the trees, I know that I'm alive and awake
I wanted to be in and be around everything that you said
You ain't even really say I was looking a little depressed in my face
You couldn't lie anyway, yeah, I wouldn't smile any day
I would just smoke on sum else then hope all my demons and problems away
Everything bleeding together, I can't tell which remedies' taking the cake
It won't be too long 'for I fuck up and get up to meeting the angel of fate
The devil is making a way I swear!
I wouldn't take none of the bait
I could just chill out and ignore everything about whatever none of you say
I still work so hard and I don't know nobody else who working under the wage
A million dollars to go and I don't think I'll stop anytime near my age
I don't think y'all could relate no cap, I'm probably going insane
You make me crazy all day and mad, I've never felt so inane
But I want you to play this shit right back and left since you go both ways
I'mma go through shit for sure when I'm sad as heck thinking on old days