You had a chance.....

[Intro]spoken
Im kinda done crying you feel me?
Like especially over people who ain't want me in the first place
Its like im grown now
I moved on...
I think
Its hard though...it really is
Hiding and shit
I dont want to
But i had to to live

[Verse 1]
16 years
Nigga 16 years
Think i give a fuck bout your tears
Think i give a fuck bout your fears
Go to sleep think of people leavin me
Wake up and im pushin em away you see
Tryna keep my self safe
Thats how i grew up and its your ass to blame
So im running with all of these thoughts in my head
While im crying and trying to keep her from dying
Frying my brain not really trying for fame
Im going insane lemme blow out my brain
Causе you had a chance and you turned out a lame
Its crazy bеcause i thought you would change
Fuck you nigga now you locked in a cage
Ill protect her at any cost
Im finding whats previously lost

[bridge]spoken
Its crazy some of yall didn't have to grow up fast
Dont get me wrong...people go through shit
I just....im apathetic when people go through one little thing and thier whole life is over
Like takin care of myself taught me stuff
Do things yourself
No reliance
Kill or be killed
But whats crazy is that i wanted to end it.....
And i was the only one who lifted me back up after she died
Where the day ones?

[Verse 2]
Im 16 with big dreams
Im rappin all on my instinct
My thoughts and my feelings are insync
One life one family thats insync
Im rethinking all of my choices
I still can hear all of the voices
The voices that told me ignore it
When i knew she was right round the corner
The feeling in me like poison
My heart was like an accordion
Get married 23 like im jordan
Play my hand dont try to force it
Fight for the rights mr forchion
Hispanics deported?
And blacks are imported
Growin up i was never important
So i smoked and did more shit
Waiting i found some good fortune
While you old niggas won't hop off the porch and
She said im abortion
Coerce that bitch to extortion
You niggas ain't real so im cuttin your portions

[outro]spoken
The pain i feel you can never imagine
I can't imagine your pain either
But dont come around me acting fake and then leavin because i ain't got the millions you want