You Got Me Fucked Up

You know I’m blacked out
I’m fucked up
I'm trying to believe
That all the pictures and stories
Are not what they seem
And I’ve been telling myself
Not to be naive
Because if all this is true
Then I just want to leave

You’ve got me fucked up
Oh oh
You’ve got me fucked up
Oh oh
You’ve got me fucked up
Oh oh
You’ve got me fucked up
Oh oh

Been smoking daily
Like maybe
It’ll kill the time
Or at least use it as an excuse
For these bloodshot eyes
I knew you’d move on
But damn
How’d you move on so fast
I can’t stand the thought of you
Making me your past

You’ve got me fucked up
Oh oh
You’ve got me fucked up
Oh oh
You’ve got me fucked up
Oh oh
You’ve got me fucked up
Oh oh

I’m fucked up
I’m trippin’
I’m tryna figure out
What the hell life’s supposed to feel like
Without you now
I’m confused
I can’t focus
You invade every thought
You said you’d never leave
What the fuck
You just forgot?
And all I want is
Your honest answer
Was it ever really love?
Why wasn’t I good enough?
How are you with someone new
When you said I was the one?

But, I don’t want to hear you’re happy
I don’t want to know where you live
I don’t want to know why you left
I just want to get through this
I don’t want to see your friends
I don’t want to see your family
I don’t want to be reminded
Of how hard it is to breathe
I don’t want to be reminded
Of you minus me
You fucked up my heart
You fucked up my head
You fucked with every reason I never let anyone in
You fucked up my love
You fucked up my trust
Every single thing about you
Has got me fucked up

You’ve got me fucked up
Oh oh
You’ve got me fucked up
Oh oh
You’ve got me fucked up
Oh oh
You’ve got me fucked up
Oh oh
You’ve got me fucked up
Oh oh
You’ve got me fucked up
Oh oh
You’ve got me fucked up
Oh oh
You’ve got me fucked up
Oh oh