You Don’t Want It

[Verse 1]
This life that I'm living
The shit on my mind
Man I swear to god you don't want it
Fuck college, I'll go when I want
If I don't then oh well
Man I just wanna rap
It's a fact
Perhaps, if I could make it big and just pretend that my problems don't exist
Then I won't resist
The most consistent gift
And wish that this shit could end break or split in a mystical bliss
It's ok
It's ok
They say that everything is ok
Make ways to
Oh no, I won't go there
I won't compare
What I love to what I mostly fear
One time I broke a mirror cause I hated the image
True shit, that's prolly why I'm making these wishes
Got 5 years left with a blur to my vision
Guess I prolly shoulda thought before I made the decision
But oh well
You live and you learn
And I'm the type of dude to prolly never mention concerns
Not the bestest with words
Cause that wasn't one
And what I do for fun
That wasn't one
Did you just start listening
I just begun
To all the people saying I'll make it when the times right
Well you can get the fuck up outta my sight
In hindsight, you never helped me anyway so what you know bout my fight
Why lie
It's Sci-Fi how I rhyme lines
Time flies when your mind is like a life line
Forreal it's so crazy
These niggas fugazi
Just look what you made me
I wanna make it, but no one is helping me
I can't conceive to your ideals but whatever's there to take from me
Let's take the key of misery, drown it in your memories
Roll the Dutch and all just sing along to fucking 'Let It Be'

[Bridge]
The story's the same
If I told you, you'd swear that you heard it all
Where'd it all change
I'm yelling but don't think I'm heard at all
The story's the same
If I told you, you'd swear that you heard it all
I'm looking for change...

[Hook]
You wanted me, I give it to you
And now you don't want it
I know you don't want it
I know you don't want it
You wanted me, I give it to you
And now you don't want it
I know you don't want it
I give you me and I know you don't want it

[Verse 2]
You do not want this shit
No, you don't want it
Truth is, neither do I
Good luck with your lives
Rap is hella stress, hope it pays great
Honestly, ironically, stress for me just seems to always motivate
Initiate the plan from point B to letter Z
Where's the A you ask
Well beats me
Historically it always came first admittedly
But not with me
Cause you see, A is to better all the lives around me
They found me
Oops, gotta run
Run run as fast as I can
To be the man and it's for certain I'll be working till my fingers hurting
From writing or typing
Whatever you wanna call it
But I'll just call it like I see it
Believe it
I mean it cause I'll be the meanest
To hop on the scene
It's amazing
I'm staring in awe
I thought that you knew
Thought you saw
But guess not
I best not go there no way
It's a hard knock life like Hov say
Ok, but I am really not the type to go play
Most days
I'd rather sit alone and write
I'm hungry tryna find the light
But every day's a struggle and I'm sure it's like a losing fight
I'm losing might and sight of what I hope to be
I hope to see
The world as we know it, sing to Jodeci
And notice me
As hip hops best contender, oh so woefully
Why front
Guys run where I'm from
Or they wish they did
Got me feeling like I'm dumb
That's a nice one
I'm the bright son
The oracle
Everybody come to me, I'm feeling so historical
The more you know, the better
But is it really better when you feel the pain much deeper within each and every letter
Well for better or worse
Imma live with curse
And spit every verse as if it is my last
Forreal

[Bridge]
The story's the same
If I told you, you'd swear that you heard it all
Where'd it all change
I'm yelling but don't think I'm heard at all
The story's the same
If I told you, you'd swear that you heard it all
I'm looking for change...

[Hook]
You wanted me, I give it to you
And now you don't want it
I know you don't want it
I know you don't want it
You wanted me, I give it to you
And now you don't want it
I know you don't want it
I give you me and I know you don't want it

(beat switch)

[Verse 3]
Is it weird that I can look into myself if I can't help it
You ask me about breakfast and I prolly won't remember
But sometime late in December
I got some life changing news
Imma be a father
Is the story the same now
Insane how
My life is at a different pace now
And everything I do, it's like I'm doing for Drake now
Displaced now, from whatever I used to be
Then I think bout my own father and I see what it do to me
I'm... Stressed out
But everyone is saying how I'm blessed now
It's ok how I see it
The music is building me into what I'm tryna be
And I just want them to see
That father or not, I'm going after I'm dreams
And I'm only going harder tryna water my seed
I wanna bleed for my own and this the place for it
Blank canvases hold all the fucking space for it

[Bridge]
The story's the same
If I told you, you'd swear that you heard it all
Where'd it all change
I'm yelling but don't think I'm heard at all
The story's the same
If I told you, you'd swear that you heard it all
I'm looking for change but don't think I'm getting the help at all