You Don’t Know

I’m findin a sense of space
Between my brain n the way i act these days
So one last toast to moonlit memories burning bright n fading away
Not callin the shots but i’ll take them down
N i’ll wear that nightcap like a crown
U were never there, i don’t need u now
I’ll see u around

U sway thru the night in shadows back n forth
All tangled up in sheets
Can’t stop thinkin about the things u want vs what u need n where that leaves me
I’m mixing a tall drink w the sound of heavy rain on empty houses turned up loud so go on n shout
I can’t hear u now

U don’t know
So don’t u try to tell me i should let this go
I know ur still waitin outside but i’m not home
I’m runnin circles in my mind n i might be there all damn night so leave me alone

Still pickin on all the things i lack
I’m picking knives right out my back
Still finding lies in all the facts
Still ready to fall right for your act
I’m at the same spot where u left me
Lost n broke down like the chevy
At ur moms house when u let me slip thru the cracks

So push me away it’s too easy
Then take all the blame when u need me
Not playin ur game so i’m leavin
Ur diggin my grave i’m barely breathing