You confuse me

You were always calling me
Back when we were seventeen
Always waiting for something new
I’d meet you on the fire escape
Watch the wind sweep past your face
You were always my favourite view

I don’t know what I was searching for
But it was certainly more than this

Do you ever look back on our days in the sun?
You made me finally feel like my life had begun
Arm wrapped round your shoulder
Never getting older
Your bittersweet heart put an end to the fun
You’rе back and you’re forth yeah you went from thе one
To a liar and disappointer
You confuse me

Summer turned to Autumn then
We fell through the cracks again
Always waiting for something brand new

We were driving along in your silent car
I was reaching for you but you just seemed so far
It wasn’t anything like us

All our memories all of our inside jokes
We had everything till the sparks turned into smoke
And soon we barely spoke

Do you ever look back on our days in the sun?
You made me finally feel like my life had begun
Arm wrapped round your shoulder
Never getting older
Your bittersweet heart put an end to the fun
You’re back and you’re forth yeah you went from the one
To a liar and disappointer
You confuse me

I don’t understand it
We both left empty-handed
Had so much potential but then you went and threw it all away
It felt never-ending
All the pain you left me in
But if I could I know I’d go back and relive it all again
With you

Do you ever look back on our days in the sun?
You made me finally feel like my life had begun
Arm wrapped round your shoulder
Never getting older
I gave you my heart you took off in a run
You’re back and you’re forth but you were never the one
So don’t say “let’s just start over”
You confuse me

I don’t understand it
We both left empty-handed
Had so much potential but then you went and threw it all away
It felt never-ending
All the pain you left me in
But if I could I know I’d go back and relive it all again