You Can Do So Much Better

[Intro: Sample]
How can you even think of killing yourself? I mean, isn't it so stupid? I mean, look at all the people up there on the screen, you know, they're real funny, and what if the worst is true? What if there's no God and you only go around once and that's it? Well, you know, don't you wanna be part of the experience? You know, what the hell, it's not all a drag

[Verse 1: $igil]
My life wasn’t even worth living
I was only there to see what I was missing
Never really fit in, yet it never hurt my feelings
Do my own shit, yeah bitch, I do it different
I was just hoping and wishing that shit would start switching
I saw in a vision with no inhibition
I said I’m the one and I never was kidding
Now I’m in the open and look where you sitting
My godlike cognition saw no opposition
Psychotic, I want it, I need it, I got it
The power I harness so strong, I’m unconscious
I harvest the crops of my garden
You planted the seed then forgot it, it’s rotten
No progress accomplished, that’s why you are boxed in
I went on my own and now I’m forgotten
But I do not mind, the silence is calming
Digested the fluids for my own embalming
The grip of the blade is what I am palming
Get off me, you got it, no need for your comment
I’m coming, I’m heated, I’m hot as a comet
You bleeding, you dropping then beg me to stop it
But there is no mercy I leave for a toxin
There was nothing I could ever do to stop it

[Verse 2: OmenXIII]
OmenXIII, black shirt, black jeans
Hands on my face so I can't see a thing
If human is a race then who's in the lead
And who's last place, would that be me
Me, I've seen a lot of things I can't explain with any certainty
Why do people live and die and what's this feeling irking me?
Why's there so much hurt in me? Blood is blue until it bleeds
I can't change until I speak, not much to say, just leave me be
Let me be alone sometimes, I need it just to feel inside
I don't really feel but when I do I like to write it, my
Mind's in constant motion, the momentum starts to wear me down
But if I try to stop it then I contemplate a different route
But that is not option, see society has let me down
Now I live my life in silence, I don't let it get me down