[hook]
Yesterday, I talked to a friend
It's been forever
He knew something wasn't right, I can't pretend like it's whatever
Can't conceal these hidden feelings and thoughts
I feel the pressure weighing down upon my shoulders
I constantly feel displeasure
[verse]
Intrusive thoughts are weighing on my conscience
It's past midnight, overthinking about some stupid nonsense
I feel like shit like everyday, keep moving, ain't no options
All bottled up, I'm gonna snap, a bunch of new responses
I only show you what you wanna see
Apologiеs, I'm not what you want me to be
Keep putting on a fake facе
I'm exhausted, I wanna be me, so please
Please excuse my french, but fuck you and your expectations
You only see what's on the surface, but not the foundation
Cold sweat, 3am, awakened like "what's the occasion?"
Head is pounding, I'm dehydrated, my vision turn Dalmatian
Sleep deprived, I'm tryna write, but noises break my concentration
My stomach's turning, zoning out, one day just might die from starvation
[hook]
Yesterday, I talked to a friend
It's been forever
He knew something wasn't right, I can't pretend like it's whatever
Can't conceal these hidden feelings and thoughts
I feel the pressure weighing down upon my shoulders
I constantly feel displeasure