Years Younger

The times have changed and so have we
Sit back and count the toll
I wonder what is happening
To change me and my soul, it's the
Friends have changed and so's the place
That I now call my home
The years are younger than my age
I promise not to lose control

Listen up and listen well
The story that I say
Never will forget the past
In the past these thoughts must stay
I feel abandoned, bruised and scarred
I lack the strength to stay
I wandered just a bit too far
My thoughts have seem to slip these days away

I stayed awake till morning
Just to think of what to say
How you left us all behind
To pursue the happiness so you say

I killed myself for five long years
I begged for you to stay
In the end we hope that what you find
Is better than what you just threw away

I only hope that you
Will find what you're looking for
I only hope that you
Remembered what we came for
Not to re-invent ourselves
Or turn a blinded eye
To those surrounding us
Silence, rumours and the lies

I only hope that you
Will find what you're looking for
I only hope that I
Can continue as before
Determined to go on
Without relief in sight
I slowly shut the door
On the chance of your reprise