Years

[Verse]
You don’t really get to experience family for long
You hate em you ignore em then it’s love after they’re gone
I wish I could flip that
Rip that
And reverse it
And not everything can be healed with a first aid kit
Looking at the world from a different perspective
Can be the life changing moment and trust me will be affective
But now it’s all just reflective
Because I’m wasting my time and I don’t mean to be harsh I’m a detective
Compressed and suppressed but never depressed
Because the best way to keep yourself up is to say that you’re the best
And my confidence has still not shot through the ceiling
It’s unappealing
That I’m stealing but inspired at the same time
Take these years for granted but then but them in a few lines
Put them both together and then put it in the same rhyme
But this is life
What can I say
I’m just hoping that tomorrow is a better day
And when it rains sometimes my dreams sink
And in this world I flip the finger and then clear the rink
Luckily I got lifeguards to keep me afloat
Didn’t have to go to far to have to get a boat
Painting the most descriptive image for your brain within it
I’m sorry that you’re living with this yeah you’re brain is spinning
The condition of a lifetime, now you’re done in the kitchen
Childhood smells come back as I reminisce
And every single one of us wish it did not exist
It hurt to hear the news and now the family is pissed and I am as well
Yeah
And what the hell?
Why do these things have to happen
But it’s life, I’ve tripped and fell
(I’ve tripped and
Tripped and fell, I’ve tripped and
Tripped and fell, I’ve tripped and fell, I’ve tripped and
Tripped and fell, I’ve tripped and
I’ve tripped and, tripped and)

[Outro]
This is also dedicated to anyone suffering
Taking life slow like a video buffering
I use love the smell coming from the oven
But all my years are gone now no ones here to cover me
In the dark times I got no peers
In the light yeah I still got fears
It’s like a dinner with no wine, no cheers
And to this day I still reflect on all the years